/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

hey tenshi hi

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>>59510
maybe im just kinda shy in private and its easier for me to talk by saying random stuff in places like this 
what's wrong with wanting people's attention anyway, once u have it you can do whatever u want with it, it doesnt have to be a bad thing 
>>59511
hi

Your Fortune: Extremely Bad Luck Holy Hell What Are You Doing

reminder to delete dms

>>59514
Accept my friend request pls

>>59523
>>59523
faggot

they're going to wake me up tomorrow too because they still aren't done

>>59502
Get some earplugs

>>59504
i can't stand having things like earplugs in my ears

>>59507
Get some noise canceling headphones

>>59508
Or put brown noise over on a speaker, look it up on youtube theres plenty of them

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whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent..

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>>59412 (OP) 
sometimes i feel this way when listening to some music and other times when going through something really hard i think.

but have you tried writing about it anyways? (in a way honestly you sorta did when making this thread!!) 

writing is a powerful way to process your thoughts. hand writing is even more powerful than typing but you might be suprised about the meditative effects this has. you still might not be able to describe what you are feeling but i think you will feel like you got a bit closer!

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>>59424
i post about it sometimes on here and 4chan but it usually gets ignored because people dont like depression fuel
and i know you mean like a diary or something but whenever i get too honest about my thoughts like that i just get embarrassed and think its cringe or something
i became a weeb because when i discovered anime and other japanese shit back in middleschool while i was going through a hard time it made me feel this way and i thought it was incredible

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>>59425
i know what you mean about it feeling cringe! but dont think about it like keeping a diary, instead think of it like entering a deep meditative state. you can remove/burn/discard the paper afterwards if you like. to me, its less about keeping a log and more about refining my thoughts into a something that is crystal clear. i believe writing genuinely shapes your mind and thoughts.

anyways! you seem nice and im glad you seem more in touch with your thoughts and stuff. if you have these feelings you should post them here!

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>>59449
I became trans after watching Madoka Magica and falling down the yuri anime rabbit hole. Before that I was taking hrt to look like a cute and lose body hair. Now I want to pass as a woman and become someone's trad wife.

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>>59450
>"putting god before your own needs" dogma becomes self-inflicted OCD and psychopathy
yea it doesnt help that i have constant anxiety about everything and a possibly serious medical condition
right now i'd say i'm bisexual and starting to lean towards gay (but strictly for twinks and femboys) but i dont act out on it because of my religious values and its just making me more and more unhappy
also i think being a chud is just making me more gay because i'm getting pretty fed up with zoomer women as i'm realizing most of them have 0 personality

>>59469
zoomer woman are insufferable and get the bullet imo

>>59474
This but with all women, i feel like they don't turn human until they're 40 or 50 but even then most of them remain like children mentslly right up until the end when their used up hag body kicks the bucket

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>>59487
women in their 30s are probably the best, that sort of birthday-cake type cougar who have more energy than younger women
i've met a few that literally fit the anime stereotype
those kinds of women are probably the biggest factor preventing me from going femboy-only

>>59462
I don't really partake in the former, i just put people down, bonus points if they were rude themselves first or just insufferable in general

>>59462
not everyone is some caveman genderessentialist that needs it to be their whole identity lole

>>59466
you sound like a FAGGOT!!!! Ahahaha does it hurt faggot?

did it hurt, when you fell from faggot heaven?

>>59475
You sound it's like your first time insulting someone lol go and enjoy your princess larp, it's probably more your speed

male featured prominently in the key art, bleurgh..

anyway i think this is actually already on my ever increasing backlog

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i liked this one! there were lots of really good parts but i watched it so long ago its feels a little like a fever dream.

>>59458
there are some really interesting aspects to it that i dont wanna spoiler! it has really cute moments anyways!

>>59459
I'm almost certain there weren't lol

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>>59460
there totally was! like when the two girls kissed and then the two boys kissed!! and how that thematically fit into the idea that people in relationships were more stable and less likely to freak out. that was cute! also squealer is adorable and i love him!

>>59457 (OP) 
>nobody talks about for some reason
I can tell you've never been to /a/

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>>59437
oh yea and what reason is that huh HUH

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>>59435
I don't want to, can't you add me to discord or something? this is actually a horrible place full of fake people wearing masks someone as nice as you is in real danger here.

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>fake people wearing masks
like you're doing right now?

>>59439
>cant you add me on discord so i can groom you in private, you're so cute tho hahah
Put your name on fatress

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>>59436
thank you!! you know i prefer it when the threads are more relaxed and have a little less conflict, but either way im glad i get to talk to you. its kinda my fault for engaging with it too much but yeah!

>>59439
uhm, im not the type to use discord. when i wanna write i use image boards because i see value in them. it allows me to reach new people, including you! basically i like imageboards. additionally im not sure if the people here are wearing masks, i sorta see things differently i suppose.

like when you joined the thread and were a little hostile, i felt like you were wearing a mask, but i also got the sense of a genuine curiosity too. i wasnt sure what to expect but yeah! anyways i would prefer it if you were not only kind to me but also kind to the other posters as well, if its possible.

your great grandma would be livid if she heard you

https://youtu.be/kziDu7_FZwE

>>59392
lmao

>>59389
nonsensical

>>59408
https://youtu.be/CTpOiHi_YNo

>>59408
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=adElVV0RYhM&pp=ygUMZGl2aW5lIGRhdmlk

>>59384
do what though

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>>59384
yay! keep up the good job

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this thread is for those who have made an exceedingly difficult decision. those with incredible courage and who have chosen to face their challenges head on. i too have decided i wont run away from my problems any longer

ive decided

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ive decided ill deal with it later!

>>59385
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VFliNLzRIR8&pp=ygUdZWF0aW5nIHVuY29va2VkIHJhbWVuIG5vb2RsZXM%3D