/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

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>>18314
Yayyy shroomiess

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>>18312 (OP) 
OMG can i join too?? mushrooms are so cool!!

>>18318
3 mushrooms it is!!!

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>>18319
Yaaaay!!

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shroob

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i gave up on being cute and became a hermit
now i spend all day microdosing with ediblels and daydreaming about my husbando and i havent gone outside in three years :^)

>>18305
Dang, sounds grim
So for you it was just a phase that you've grown out of

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>>18307
i dont think it was a phase per se, it just didnt make me as happy as i thought it would. i have le schizotypal disorder and being around people is rly unpleasant for me, being pretty helped a lot with that and was good for my self confidence in general but it wasn't enough to make me genuinely enjoy being social. it was nice getting compliments and i even did a little modeling work but at the end of the day it was very hollow and i knew it wouldn't last forever no matter what. i tried to convince myself it was worth all the discomfort and effort and expense by hoping that somehow being cute would lead to a real relationship with someone whose presence doesnt make me feel awful, but of course it doesnt work that way. it mostly just lead to internet weirdos :c 
im a lot happier now that im more honest with myself, being a shutin isnt ideal but until i can move out of the city its the lesser evil

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>>18310
I see, thank you for sharing. I can relate to being uncomfortable around too many people, feels like I'm being watched
Do you think you would've stayed in and felt better in a relationship if that someone wasn't just a horny weirdo lusting after your looks but instead cared for you as a human being as well? I assume thats what you were hoping for but never found :( ? 
Im happy to hear you feel somewhat better though

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>>18311
>Do you think you would've stayed in and felt better in a relationship if that someone wasn't just a horny weirdo lusting after your looks but instead cared for you as a human being as well? I assume thats what you were hoping for but never found :( ? 
thats what i thought at the time, but i dont think i was being honest with myself. ive had a lot of friends who i think really did cared about me as a person but they all still made me intensely uncomfortable. no matter how nice and friendly they were i hated being around them, it would get a little better with a lot of time and exposure but i could never get comfortable enough to genuinely want to spend time with anyone. every time i went outside id tell myself that itll go away eventually and maybe ill meet someone who doesnt hurt to be around or ill find some place where i dont feel like im being watched by inanimate objects but it never happened. 
its probably for the best though, if i had found someone and it ended up not working out i think id probably an hero lole. tbdesu i dont think im capable of truly loving another human

every ghost deserves a host.

yay :D

I miss tragick

>>18331
hopefully elon will soon be able to create sentient beings from 4chan posts

class sek

seko

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Terrible artstyle.

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alexissss i misss uu

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3dpd aren't cute though

you will never go to cram school

i'm so glad i don't have gender dysphoria and only vaguely am interested in fucking or being a femboy

>>18289 (OP) 
the girls on the side look so miserable like they're really not enjoying it

>>18292
another sister lost to bigoted propaganda

the reason they do this is because they crave attention, women will do anything for attention including co-opting genders apparently, it's quite disgusting actually, i hope all women die

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>>18231 (OP) 
Friendly reminder;
Always check for a cock under the skirt
Don't let the attention seeking roasties infiltrate and pollute our ranks

>>18244
also if you check for penis and you find one you are obligated to kiss it and tuck it back into bed

>>18245

i want to be a hrt tomboy and leave people guessing if i'm m ftm or mtftm