/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

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i gave up on being cute and became a hermit
now i spend all day microdosing with ediblels and daydreaming about my husbando and i havent gone outside in three years :^)

>>18305
Dang, sounds grim
So for you it was just a phase that you've grown out of

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>>18307
i dont think it was a phase per se, it just didnt make me as happy as i thought it would. i have le schizotypal disorder and being around people is rly unpleasant for me, being pretty helped a lot with that and was good for my self confidence in general but it wasn't enough to make me genuinely enjoy being social. it was nice getting compliments and i even did a little modeling work but at the end of the day it was very hollow and i knew it wouldn't last forever no matter what. i tried to convince myself it was worth all the discomfort and effort and expense by hoping that somehow being cute would lead to a real relationship with someone whose presence doesnt make me feel awful, but of course it doesnt work that way. it mostly just lead to internet weirdos :c 
im a lot happier now that im more honest with myself, being a shutin isnt ideal but until i can move out of the city its the lesser evil

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>>18310
I see, thank you for sharing. I can relate to being uncomfortable around too many people, feels like I'm being watched
Do you think you would've stayed in and felt better in a relationship if that someone wasn't just a horny weirdo lusting after your looks but instead cared for you as a human being as well? I assume thats what you were hoping for but never found :( ? 
Im happy to hear you feel somewhat better though

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>>18311
>Do you think you would've stayed in and felt better in a relationship if that someone wasn't just a horny weirdo lusting after your looks but instead cared for you as a human being as well? I assume thats what you were hoping for but never found :( ? 
thats what i thought at the time, but i dont think i was being honest with myself. ive had a lot of friends who i think really did cared about me as a person but they all still made me intensely uncomfortable. no matter how nice and friendly they were i hated being around them, it would get a little better with a lot of time and exposure but i could never get comfortable enough to genuinely want to spend time with anyone. every time i went outside id tell myself that itll go away eventually and maybe ill meet someone who doesnt hurt to be around or ill find some place where i dont feel like im being watched by inanimate objects but it never happened. 
its probably for the best though, if i had found someone and it ended up not working out i think id probably an hero lole. tbdesu i dont think im capable of truly loving another human

every ghost deserves a host.

yay :D

I miss tragick

>>18331
hopefully elon will soon be able to create sentient beings from 4chan posts

class sek

seko

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Terrible artstyle.

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alexissss i misss uu

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3dpd aren't cute though

you will never go to cram school

i'm so glad i don't have gender dysphoria and only vaguely am interested in fucking or being a femboy

>>18289 (OP) 
the girls on the side look so miserable like they're really not enjoying it

>>18292
another sister lost to bigoted propaganda

the reason they do this is because they crave attention, women will do anything for attention including co-opting genders apparently, it's quite disgusting actually, i hope all women die

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>>18231 (OP) 
Friendly reminder;
Always check for a cock under the skirt
Don't let the attention seeking roasties infiltrate and pollute our ranks

>>18244
also if you check for penis and you find one you are obligated to kiss it and tuck it back into bed

>>18245

i want to be a hrt tomboy and leave people guessing if i'm m ftm or mtftm

>>18235
this guy is cringe but his boyfriend sucks shit too, how you gonna dump someone that's dressing cuter than they used to? he must be omega giga gay to the point that even girly clothes turns him off lol

I kinda kept mine away by reading only manga short series with crossdressing boys and genderbend doujins, I don't really have patience for any other genres, if they turn out to be good, they'll get a boring shot for shot anime adaptation, one shots and crossdressing stories almost never get good adaptations, just look at Himegoto, a crappy short series that skips 2 whole characters and 5 out of 6 volumes of chapters so they can butcher the artists self-insert fantasies in less than 29 minutes of runtime.

>>18248
*crappy short anime series

>>18248
oh yeah I meant that I'd rather watch an anime adaptation of a good manga premise because the adaptation will a shot for shot faithful remake and that's boring if you just finished the manga.

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>>18248
>implying the jashin-chan anime is good or shot-for-shot
>implying any other adaptation is good or shot-for-shot
I can only think for two good manga->anime adaptations in human existence and one is 90% it's own thing (L☆S) and the other is pretty limited in scope. They're also both 4komas.