>>66328 (OP)
i dont know im an asshole. people dont tell you why they dont want to be your friend anymore, theyre just done with you. oh okay, moving on i guess, that was weird, no matter, ill just find someone else to tolerate me. it only really clicked when my "best friend" stopped talking to me after i treated him like garbage for years. he told me why, i know what i did wrong, i knew in the moment. i just cant find it in me to care about what other people are feeling, or thinking about me, not more than my own feelings at least.
i want to apologize to him and be friends again, well i have to apologize, but i know he did the right thing leaving me, i still want whats best for him. i just dont know if i could ever honestly say to him ive changed