had a long day of cutting into my cartilage and drinking, pretty sure I passed out for a few minutes since I got extremely lightheaded at some point and thought my hands peeled off while wearing gloves, 5-10 minutes after I stopped I got a huge nosebleed that's still lingering around the whole bath basically, clothes stained and shit, couldn't conceal it to the bathtub alone since it was bleeding too bad. took a long shower and i can still feel the blood stuck in my nose, it seems to have gotten stuck in my throat because i feel this weird, solid soreness around that area. don't know how much of life i have left, but i'm certain it's not going to be good
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