I used to be addicted to isekai animes and porn games as a teen. I think after a while you lose touch with reality and you forgot how to talk to people. You either recover from it, troon out or become a bitter incel in the end.
so did you troon out or are you in the incel to troon pipeline?
>>63744 I went down the gay hentai tag pipeline: Tomboy = Futa = Crossdresser = Yaoi Then I trooned out
i've never been less bitter actually
the ugly truth about escapism is it really is more gratifying than real people in many cases