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[Hide] (155KB, 492x512, 00:00) I'm a bit sad, I shouldn't have gotten so mad...
and also this force of intense power, I must be born a person and not a puppy...
What's on ur mind love?
specifically what's the problem u have and what do u think about it?
I'm here for you but I'm like a phantom, I barely exist. I'm at the beginning of a suicide mentality but I still want to help.
It's all up to you though, I can't worry about your problems since I can't help them really, it's your burden and I'd just help you along with questionable whispered wisdoms and nudges of the boat, that won't get you across. It's a delicate thing, kind of like inception really.
And if I'm gonna be abandoned again, it's just fate's pull, I mind fate less. Accepting things and being lovable is better than crack and victimhood... I'm absolutely nothing right now, I'm out of place and everything good about me isn't what I need, I'm trying to up the baseline so I need some semblance of personhood. I stare into nothing and think nothing and welcome the healing understanding. Damn it all, it's all just so unfairy like, not unfair, the universe doesn't play fair, it just plays and you get to go to whatever part of the playground you want, whether it's with your heart or your mind may matter, maybe use both. What's important is you decide you wanna think and feel good and move that way I guess.