/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

>>59412 (OP) 
far away from what though

>>59413
from everything i guess
like dissociation i think

>>59414
yay thank you for using your words so i can understand you ^-^

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whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent..

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>>59412 (OP) 
sometimes i feel this way when listening to some music and other times when going through something really hard i think.

but have you tried writing about it anyways? (in a way honestly you sorta did when making this thread!!) 

writing is a powerful way to process your thoughts. hand writing is even more powerful than typing but you might be suprised about the meditative effects this has. you still might not be able to describe what you are feeling but i think you will feel like you got a bit closer!

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>>59424
i post about it sometimes on here and 4chan but it usually gets ignored because people dont like depression fuel
and i know you mean like a diary or something but whenever i get too honest about my thoughts like that i just get embarrassed and think its cringe or something
i became a weeb because when i discovered anime and other japanese shit back in middleschool while i was going through a hard time it made me feel this way and i thought it was incredible

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>>59425
i know what you mean about it feeling cringe! but dont think about it like keeping a diary, instead think of it like entering a deep meditative state. you can remove/burn/discard the paper afterwards if you like. to me, its less about keeping a log and more about refining my thoughts into a something that is crystal clear. i believe writing genuinely shapes your mind and thoughts.

anyways! you seem nice and im glad you seem more in touch with your thoughts and stuff. if you have these feelings you should post them here!