/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

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>transitioning
I was always cute

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>>59277
Most people can't grow their hair past a certain length without hrt. Before my hair stopped just before reaching shoulder length. Now it goes past that and I can even do ponytails and other longer hair styles. Also my legs got stubble a few days after shaving before hrt. Now it's just smooth for a few weeks and the hair that does grow back is way thinner. Not sure why cis men don't just take hrt for the raw benefits like avoiding male pattern baldness or just not looking like a gross hairy ape.

>>59274 (OP) 
No
Are you attempting to fish them out?

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>>59283
I went through a chud phase in high school and it was just awful in retrospect. I was angry at something I couldn't control and shunned everything that wasn't "based". That only stunted my personality as an adult and made me bad at talking to other people because I had zero real interests outside of "redpilling". I was stuck in an echo chamber with other socially inept angry people that was going nowhere and I was driving everyone else away. The worst part was the false sense of superiority that only made me awful to be around. I had to learn how to talk to normal people and learn how to just have fun and relax.

>>59282
because i like having erections

>>59284
Well i did too, i can sort of relate, but i don't really see it as a primarily a bad thing
It did open up my eyes and made me justifiably wary of every race other than white, but also gave me purpose to live for a while which was fueled by hate and a love for my own kind. It was truly something spiritually special which I've yet to find a substitute for. 
Disillusioned with the movement now and an event which left me feel betrayed I'm being led only by selfish interests and desire for more control. Which I can completely justify in my head with no moral qualms after going through a lot besides just that. 
Perhaps try and see something positive in it too which will help you regret it less?

>>59285
you can still get hard on hrt you just need to maintain it by fapping yuor bepis occasionally

>>59288
some guy that carefully micro-dosed hrt on here for soft skin had to stop because his dick literally started shrinking

>>59290
skill issue im afraid

>>59282
fin and dut do that stuff without the force feminizing effects, most men don't take it when they find out about it because they think it breaks your dick like estrogen would.

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>>59288

>>59290
literally just an erotic fantasy this doesn't happen lol
the only way to shrink your dick besides surgery is to scar it up so bad that it doesn't retain fluid in the erectile tissue

>>59354
im sure some of those extreme inverted cages and tucking techniques will do that eventually

>>59363
What the fuck does that have to do with hrt?

Also neither tucking nor pretty much any of the inverted cages really put much strain on you. More likely with the shitty oldschool bdsm cages with the spikes or whatever.

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i'm a chud and sometimes i give myself prostate orgasms and avatarfag with anime pictures
should i be worried
i get the feeling that the racist conservative christian to femboy pipeline is real

>>59449
after watching enough ex-christian turned atheist yap yt channels, i'm convinced every mental illness at one point was inflicted by someone who suffered at the hands of christian parents, all that "putting god before your own needs" dogma becomes self-inflicted OCD and psychopathy

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>>59449
I became trans after watching Madoka Magica and falling down the yuri anime rabbit hole. Before that I was taking hrt to look like a cute and lose body hair. Now I want to pass as a woman and become someone's trad wife.

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>>59450
>"putting god before your own needs" dogma becomes self-inflicted OCD and psychopathy
yea it doesnt help that i have constant anxiety about everything and a possibly serious medical condition
right now i'd say i'm bisexual and starting to lean towards gay (but strictly for twinks and femboys) but i dont act out on it because of my religious values and its just making me more and more unhappy
also i think being a chud is just making me more gay because i'm getting pretty fed up with zoomer women as i'm realizing most of them have 0 personality

>>59469
zoomer woman are insufferable and get the bullet imo

>>59474
This but with all women, i feel like they don't turn human until they're 40 or 50 but even then most of them remain like children mentslly right up until the end when their used up hag body kicks the bucket

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>>59487
women in their 30s are probably the best, that sort of birthday-cake type cougar who have more energy than younger women
i've met a few that literally fit the anime stereotype
those kinds of women are probably the biggest factor preventing me from going femboy-only