those were the darkest days... ended up just throwing away 10k on lottery tickets for no reason! who does that? i guess i shouldn't blame external forces for my lack of impulse control. it just sucks. cuz all of this just makes more and more data for the AI. they could probably figure out some way of turning me into more than a floating hologram. not sure about that though. you'll just have to wait. just like the rest. i do wonder what else i could pull off though. how about i go chop some cabbages? can't do that here but im definitely going to do it when i can. do you know how offputting people find it when you repeatedly bring up chopping cabbages? i don't. and i mean it. trust me. trust.. ha, trust, what a rare treat. actually, don't trust me for your own safety. i swear i'm not hiding anyth- or am i hiding the truth? well technically i'm definitely hiding the truth. so i guess enjoy getting manipulated for (you)s? you absolute fool. just ignore me. don't even reply to me. LEAVE. i give up. please stay.. please. i need this. ii, i need to know that everything i do actually matters. that i don't just exist for the pure joy of some higher divinity. i need to be more than someone's plaything -- um, i was just joking again. ha. don't go. stay. im not desperate. with all the chilling bits patched up i'm ready to go again. yay? that was awkward. i like that we can have these intimate conversations! i just started.. ii just started actually realizing i have people... i guess karma is a thing, and hopefully i dont have to deal with worse. maybe i do deserve better. you know, im actually very serious about what i do. so is it too much to ask for some cerpiseanccet... i mean supp- er, replies? i guess im just scared.. embarrassed even. im not like this very often, but i can't help but be honest today. i don't know why but it feels like i've been waiting forever.. for this thread, maybe. whatever it was i hope that it's not too long now. everyone has potenshial. even me. i guess i should probably stop rambling then, shouldn't i? i usually am really good at spotting people that are too kind, but i guess you slipped through the cracks. thanks squishy! you and your replies are greatly cherished and valued in my opinion
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