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something

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im not sure what i expected

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:<

i miss you

>>54217
who do you miss...

>>54218
someone

>>54220
meccha vague desu

>>54222
being vague and unreachable is typical for this place

>>54225
yes, but what if it's for me

>>54226
how would anyone know, with an identity as vague as yours?

>>54227
you would know

>>54228
would i?

you guys gonna fuck or what...

>>54229
obviously, if you actually missed me you would know it's me.

>>54231
knowing and suspecting are two very different things

>>54232
hidoi

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>>54217
i miss you too!

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the royal (You)

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how to sleep?

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well, of course, you know, obviously, it’s quite simple really, 
if you actually wanted to sleep, you would know!

according to anon at least

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>>54247
but i want to sleep!

>>54249 
even though you know how to sleep and have done it countless times before, it still feels elusive and impossible to really understand? something you should be intimately familiar with, seems strange and so far out of reach? am i getting that right?

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>>54250
mhmm! ive been a bit anxious lately. i think i forgot how to function normally

>>54251
would you agree that it’s possible to “know” something, without really knowing it at all?

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>>54252
yes! your body performs all sorts of calculations to keep you upright as you walk, but its not as if you are ever actively thinking about it

>>54253
that’s a great example
your life is everything that you know, but do you know yourself?

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>>54254
some people have a very strong sense of ego and character but lately i feel like ive lost that sense of self.

some would say that sleep is a function that serves to merge the scattered parts of yourself together, and dreams are the result of those fragmented pieces crashing together into peaks and valleys of potential thoughts
have your dreams been chaotic or peaceful lately?

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>>54256
most of my dreams lately are unremarkable and generally peaceful. maybe most nights i dont really remember them. my life is in a similarly peaceful unremarkable state if im being honest

>>54257
maybe your mind just doesn’t have much to work with at the moment?

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>>54258
this is likely the case

>>54259
in other words, maybe you need to do more things during the day, for your mind to get tired and want to sleep

or you need to think about more things? or watch more things? i dont know

do you ever feel like you’re constantly running out of time during the day even though you’re barely doing anything?

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makes sense! it feels like life is going hyper speed and i lose my chance to engage with things that are novel before the day ends. ive been this way for a reeeally long time so i wonder if there is any hope for me to change.

>>54263
and… after thinking about all these questions, are you getting sleepy yet?

>>54264
mhmm! it is sleep inducing

>>54265
then just lay down and let the sleepiness take over
sweet dreams

>>54266
my heart rate started to go a bit crazy so i took some melatonin

I'm going to say the N word.

>>54206
Whats your deal

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>>54278
the use of the word 'deal' almost makes the question too vague to answer. it almost implies im wanting something from (you) but that isnt really the case.

the things that motivate me are not always consistent. sometimes its love, anguish, bordem, excitement, compassion, fear and everything between.

anyways i spent time outside and that seemed to help a bit.

>>54268
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HhWyvrWegwA&pp=ygUMbHVmZnkgbiB3b3Jk