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>>52472 (OP) 
>Karma caught up with her and she became really fat as an adult
Good, feed the braphog more until she pops like a balloon or develops a disease from processed slop
I think karma caught up to mine too, the mere sight of her friends starting a family when she wants kids herself but is infertile makes her seethe and have mental breakdowns every other day, it's fun to watch

i dont want to make a thread but i have a question mainly for androphilics. or anything losely agp, "bottom" etc. whats the main thing about your sexuality or kink, that sets it apart from and above more normal or other ways?
for example would it more sense to say you are gay for the anal experience or the other way round, and where would wanting to be feminine or "cute" fit in down that line?
does it go back to "being acted upon" "being penetrated" "being "soft""
is there a "tree of abstractions"
im looking for the essense and the rocket booster wings, to make it less cryptic

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>>52494

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>>52494
>wanting to be "cute" fit in down that line?
>does it go back to "being acted upon" "being penetrated"
So this is just my personal paradigm but
Those are kind of the same thing. I'd rephrase "being penetrated" as "being serviced" or "being pleasured" to make it more comprehensible, but there is a sense of violation of integrity/softness in an abstract sense. That's something to come back to later, and not the main concept though.

If I was going to sum it up in a word the goal would be "cute". Cuteness is control over violence, which is control over power, which is control over resources. It's a fragile thing because it needs the other steps, but it's the most valuable and abstracted property. It's metametametavalue. To be cute is to be benefited by the action (violence) of others. Rather than needing to defend yourself from being acted upon, or seize the opportunity to act upon others, you can push the action onto the shoulders of those that have your best interests at heart.

Being acted upon/being penetrated flows naturally from this, but the easiest way to describe the mindset would to compare it to neko/tachi dynamics. "The one being penetrated" is the one being pleasured, the acts exist for the direct benefit of the neko. The penetration exists to bring pleasure to the one being fucked. This is less abstracted then cuteness - the point of cuteness as it reflects on this scenario is to arrange this scenario in the first place. From the opposite perspective, the reward of the prospective partner is essentially your own cuteness. The cultivation of your cuteness by your parter is the motivation for the act that is made possible by your cuteness in the first place.

"Being soft" is a very poor and misleading way of saying something more like being 'melty' or 'gooey'. 'Squishy'. It's the idea of 'being suitable for penetration' or the like. If you compare the opposite of like, a mass of tentacles, which is maximally suited for penetrating, being squishy is like a measure of how much cuteness can be drawn out by acting upon you.

>>52495
>posting hetshit garbage
wow you really would be better replaced by a fucking bot
At least show the barest element of discernment you spamming spergfaggot

I hate trannies so fucking much
just kill yourself 3dpfreak, you have no intention and no use

blindly clinging on to words you hardly recognize like like a pajeet's inbred rapechild great great cousin pooslime, incoherently babbling to yourself in a poor reflection of a shit marketing campaign, unable to even find material to feed into your blown out regurgitator and simply repeating the last thing anyone wasted time to feed to you

>>52496
don't be rude

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>>52496
I don't really care much about the sexual aspect to be honest. I just like being able to express myself as a girl and the freedom that comes with it.

>>52498
so um you say gender isn't real but you still enforce the gende bibary? LOL gotcha i bet you have nothing to say to that you gay pervert tranny freak i really got your back against the wall now how do you like my hard cock rubbing against yours?

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>>52499
You can express masculinity or femininity regardless of gender or biological sex

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>>52498
oh no!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LhKT9NTH9HA

>>52498
Did you reply to the wrong post?

>>52496
a power that is violent to achieve resources is so far out of the realm of what  is related...
and to want a violent power and want to push action to said power... uncute
u need that for physical protection as the feminine yes... just weird to mention it
and I know it's the idea of cuteness and possibly cute women utilizing powerful men which is real and true
it seems ur using a very dramatic word like violence for being penetrated....
is the idea that cuteness rather poetically gets protected and penetrated and having cuteness is the reason for the sex and payment to the partner. I'd say the metaphor probably didn't need to be so uncute and reach so far into the realm of gross power driven ego talk.

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>>52494

I'd actually assume that my experience as possibly agp is similar to most but I am speaking solely from my experience of course, and I'll get to the "possibly" part later. I'd say that feeling of being feminine and doing anal "as a girl" is intertwined into what is the agp experience. I'd also say that it's not "gay" because it's less an attraction to men like a woman or gay man feels and more an attraction to the experience of "female sexuality".
 Saying that it is not truly being a girl or having a true female sexuality I suppose would be correct since that would probably be gayer in experience than what I perceive it to be in my experience. It's simply an attraction to traditionally feminine experiences. With all that said, you'd be surprised to know that I'm actually debating transition. Perhaps to my own detriment but the attraction I feel to myself having a feminine presenting body is so strong that I'm willing to make those sacrifices. As I type this I'm realizing that my attraction to men is indeed not on par with that of a woman or gay male but it's still there as I'm of course interested in sex with one and being a girlfriend and eventual wife. My attraction to a male solely for their essence as a man is limited however I am learning to love such a thing. I'd say marriage to a man is most probable and a relationship to a woman to me seems wrought with personality incompatibilities but that seems to be a bias and prejudice I have towards women and I know I can find a woman for me. I felt for a while I'd be too jealous simply by the fact they "got" to be women, whatever that means. But I've since come to reality and felt I can be with a woman if she was not wrought with typical unhealthy female ego characteristics because that I can't handle most. I'd prefer an unhealthy man's ego if I had to pick between the two of them. I'll give more of my thoughts on agp and androphilic now since I think my opinion is interesting albeit probably unfounded. I'd say that agp isn't gay strictly speaking and androphilic given just the definition from Gemini seems to me like a way to describe what I feel about men being agp. I'm hoping to realize I'm truly trans but that's another topic, I'd say these two words are connected completely and define an attraction to masculinity as opposed to male's and define sexual arousal to "being a woman" as opposed to female sexuality. They both define in a similar fashion not truely being homosexual and not truly being female, its it's own inward facing sexuality in my experience. To digress I want to ponder on why I can't really be happy accepting such a fate and rather be trans, I think this is a brain worm perhaps as I do understand that I can happily be agp and not have to force a truly female identity on myself. Of course that'd be impossible so really I'm just trying to figure what I am which most likely means I'm denying that I'm just agp, such is the very toxic and likely very homophobic response that's often shouted at trans/agp/androphilic alike. I possibly internalized the falsity that agp is cringe and is a less beautiful fate than what trans has potential for. I might need a very powerful psychedelic trip to convince me I'm just agp though.

>>52656
Somehow I want to add even more here.
I just didn't leave much to figure out why I'd transition other than I need to look hot cause agp. My gender identity wasn't really touched on and well maybe it's cause the truth was I had way more to say about what turns me on. So the agp label seems to fit...
I'll make it quick, I want to transition because I'm attracted even nonsexually to everything feminine. I can't for certain say I'm female but after years of sitting on it I can say for certain that I want all the female experiences. And sissydom (ive moved on from it btw) can't be to blame because I was cross dressing as an innocent little kid. If someone knows what the hell is happening with me please help me out here because I plan on trying to transition soon. I'm 24 btw but I don't care if I don't pass I just need to the more feminine life.

>>52656
wtf is that

>>52659
it says i thinkk im agp but i will still trans cuz i wana be girl

>>52659
oh nd it says agp isn gay
its jus female sexualityy simulaotr

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>>52661
oh

>>52655
Sounds like somebody doesn't squish cutely

I wish I could make your fat sister happy

>>52656
i'll say it again and again: ftms never have to defend the motivations behind their autoandrophilia, take their experience as a model

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>>52675
thnku squwish sqwuish
but do u think im valid in transshn