/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

>>50091 (OP) 
hi how are u

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>>50094
idk im ok i guess im pretty sleepy (as always) and basically just got home at the time i posted this thread

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most of the time when i dont reply it's because i etiher dont have much to say or it's becuase i posted something and then forgot about it or fell asleep and then when i return later it's like im no longer part of the conversation or i lack that sense of connectedness that i had at the time of posting

>>50097
u not a real yapper

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>>50098
i have nothing left to say

>>50099
ive found that i only run out of things to say after several hours of nonstop talking

>>50100
and ive been talking to ppl at uni for hours today and our circumstances are different...

>>50101
our circumstances...? whats so different about me and you....?

>>50102
that i have nothing on my mind right now and that you have lots to say i guess?

a lot of the conversations here happen while im asleep or away becuase of timezones and stuff so that's at least one circumstance out of my control

>>50103
hmmm.. doesnt everything you see or hear or feel make you think something...? dont your thoughts make you think even more things...?

>>50105
well yes obviously, but i guess i just have times where i have a lot of thoughts all at once about lots of things and other times where it's hard to really think of anything, or the things i do think just stay in my head as wordless ideas that i don't know how to put into anything remotely understandable

>>50106
i wonder what "remotely understandable" means... what are the ideas or feelings like in your head...?

>>50107
this question gives me the feeling of being told to run a 10km sprint after being awake for like 20 hours

>>50108
hmmm, well i get that feeling... try articulating it some time! you might be able to learn some things about yourself...!

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>>50109
the best i can think of right now is like ok umm imagine a seed turning into a flower and then scattering its spores in the wind and every surface around it is blanketed in pollen and the direction that my thoguhts take is the direction that the wind is blowing and i just wanna float along until i can turn into a pretty flower again
and the feelings are like whatever you would call that feeling of aimlessly floating

hiii tenshi hiiiii

>>50111
hiiiiiii lowercase anomymous

>>50113
i like saying hiii to people. i have a friend who will sometimes say 'hiiii' in the middle of conversations and that's cute i think

>>50110
that sounds cozy... i wish my brain could be so cozy.......

>>50114
i used to do this even on this website once i think 
>>50115
being cozy is very important for my continued survival

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an angel for tenshi ☁️🪽

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>>50126
toss your dirty wings in my washing machine heart