/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

>>45851 (OP) 
have you tried taking stimulants

>>45853
i think my heart will stop if i did anything stronger than caffeine, my pulse is already all over the place as it is

>>45851 (OP) 
what kind of pain are you talking about?

>>45856
its different every time, but the worst of it is feeling panicked, which goes in hand with feeling a bit short of breath
ive been fine for a while until a few days ago when it started coming back again, its like it comes back to fuck with me every month
usually also get migraines 
its kinda superficial pain but it happens multiple times and leaves me feeling like shit or on the verge of breaking down
i also just feel unessy all the time

>>45856
its different every time, but the worst of it is feeling panicked, which goes in hand with feeling a bit short of breath
ive been fine for a while until a few days ago when it started coming back again, its like it comes back to fuck with me every month
usually also get migraines 
its kinda superficial pain but it happens multiple times and leaves me feeling like shit or on the verge of breaking down
i also just feel uneassy all the time

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the symptoms stopped and i suddenly feel so happy
fuck these mood swings so much

>>45881
I’ve had really intense mood swings the last few months too my life’s kind of been falling apart which has made them way worse
journaling has been helpful, keeps me from brooding on things too long and helps me look at my emotions and emotional patterns from a more objective outside perspective