Had a crush on a female coworker about a year ago before I started transitioning. She rejected me and then told the other female coworkers about the rejection. I asked to change shifts and we haven't seen eachother in almost a year. She saw me today and starts flirting with me. She called me cute and asked if I had a girlfriend. I told her "no" and she gave me more compliments. Each one of those compliments felt like a knife stabbing my chest.