Demi can we play vidya?
Deminugget
>>36578 Where's the full nugget
>>36582 in the sauce
Demi Brownie
Sewer Pickle
>>37349 Extreme Caution
>>36889 bronwie
>>36613 saucea
>>38024 saucea
>>38193 sauces
squishy chicken
nigggy nooo
>>38345 weasim
Demi
el croat
>>40786 were you really going to kill yourself over that person
why ghosting
>>40788 Whydoyouask?
>>40797 i'm interested in stories like yours they make me feel less alone
>>40798 I am miserable
>>40798 I dont feel well
Nothing as good as gmod yukitheaterrrrr
>>41146 (OP)
>>41146 (OP) So who calls dibs on Wish being a malicous character?
>>41146 (OP) maybe i should call dibs on sug being a malicious character
The "right choice" by sug
>>41153 or was it just a choice out of paranoia?
>>41146 (OP) Everyone is gone and everyone will be totally happy
>>41152 >>41151 Wat is an alt sockpuppet and what isnt?
God i remember begging someone in feburary to go on mic so we could vent to each other
>>41146 (OP) hullo
schizo thread
>>41160 Hello anon >>41161 Hello anon or jackass
>>41162 did you delete your MAL?
>>41163 What would that matter, ive doxxed myself on 4chan 20 times over.
>>41163 oh god someone see the mal name
>>41163 its like whooptie due anon , i dont care and all you can see is the empty profile
too hard i give up
>>41166 i do it for fun
>>41167 What would you give up anon?
Star wars the old republic, fallen earth, classic wow, project zomboid, risk of rain 2, risk of rain 1, i sugguested playing ss14,
>>41167 So wish sock puppet 2xxx94 what are you giving up?
>>41170 would you get mad if we played together and i was a noob
>>41172 I dont know who you are anon
>>41171 i don't understand why so many people call me wish we're nothing alike
>>41174 same posting style and this board doesnt have alot of people on it anon
>>41173 we don't know each other do you get mad at noobs?
>>41175 babababababababababa
I dont text much to anyone now and only feel unhappyiness since mean message and false promises >>41177 yukitheater
>>41178 i hope you find your spark again someday
>>41179 Thats nonsense, i'll only find my spark if demi will be nicefren again
>>41179 and tbh i think you dont understand how miserable i feel anon
>>41181 i've been where you are i think
one day you'll be able to look back at it and feel nothing
>>41182 except my sadness will be in perpetuity. Tell Shiro Poster to kill and sacrifice his mexican child to Californian Satan. >>41183 Literally not true
>>41183 its going to be forever
>>41183 its going to be forever no matter what you tell yourself anon
manifesting happiness and growth in your life rn
>>41187 not going to happen and if you knew how i felt before i got a job you’d understand what forever means
>>41188 this will probly devolve and get worse for everyone and time passes and the world as you know it gets worse
get better get better ha ha ha it will happen and there's nothing you can do to stop it
>>41190 The funny thing is that your wrong, and especially after the message that was sent with god luck at the end of it... no way... its an anon telling themself things are gonna get better when they arent
i waited to play epoch wow since october of 2024
>>41190 ha ha ha lole
>>41190 lol u r wrong
>>41190 IM so miserable way more than before the job so i know its gonna get rly bad and rly not better
>>41183 That litterally wont happen anon. Are you mental or lack empathy? I wont be able to look back at it by the time that comes cause i will be dead
>>41183 Demi can you plz just come back onto discord and have kot blogging so i dont feel miserable
>>41183 It should be okay
>>41183 Im tellin ya demi, if you dont try to be nice and be a fren then i'll take matters into my own hands for txting people.
Epoch wow servers are online todauy
>>41209 The way you've acted since april is cryptic and stupi
>>41209 Its like calm take a holdol pill and watch some animu and blog some stuff
>>41212 no no its false promise stuff and make some alt account sock puppets in march and act cryptic and wierd to the point it gets me up the wall.
>>41183 Thats more likely a projection cause i will always look back and feel sadness about watchin someone fall to bad stuff and acting paranoidy.
>>41215 Some blogging and anime watching would have went a much further way t o making everyone happy and having your "partner" you made litterally from a cryptic thing whatever understand that its okay for you friendly with me. TBH i dunno how you broadcasted me to that person but the false promise stuff occured since april.
>>41217 and your wish posting stuff happened in march
>>41217 my misery from your choice sure as well will be heard
>>41215 i am projecting, because i recovered and i believe it can happen to somebody else
i don't know your story but it's always going to be painful for me to see somebody deal with a situation like that, especially when the response you typically get is something like "it's not even real lmaooo just get over it like close your eyes my negro it's not that serious" and you're made out to be defective and problematic for having the nerve to hurt and demand a crumb of care or respect
anyway if you think it's all over for you you must know better than i do
>bumpcuck croat you are a disgusting rulecuck day of the serb rapegang rapefugges soon
>>41236 You claim to know better
>>41240 not really
>>41236 >you must know better than i do you just realized the reason this guy is so insufferable
idk i think i'm just trying to tell you what i wish someone would have told me when i was at my lowest maybe who knows, i may be using you in that way i also admit i know nothing about you or your story and i may be 100% off the mark about everything if that's the case then i hope you get even WORSE
>>41242 i don't really care or take it personally, if it's not what they need to hear it's not what they need to hear
>>41244 your kind genuine words won’t reach him because he thinks he knows better than you and will just assume you’re a sockpuppet and continue to spam meaningless nonsense
>>41245 u're very likely a wish sockpuppet anon
>>41245 You're full of it anon
>>41245 ive been on s4s much longer than you wish sockpuppet
>>41245 "your kind genuine words won’t reach him because he thinks he knows better than you and will just assume you’re a sockpuppet and continue to spam meaningless nonsense" So how much of it is meaningless nonsense?
>>41245 i dont know who you are anon but i'll let my pain from demi's bad choice be known you son of a bitch
see above
>>41268 its not meaningless nonsense sob
>>41268 if you're a wish sockpuppet than you're a meaningless human being
>>41268 Some peoples paranoia is meaningless nonsense
i love demiposter and his tragic existence
>>41268 kot
>>41295 >>41268 I bet your so cold hearted that koshkas are meaningless nonsense to you
>>41297 evil mascot character
>>41301 no koshka
>>41301 I wish demi would get over the paranoia and come back and eatch anime again
>>41152 i already told u but i dont want to be friends again and i hope u understand one day and dont try to intefere into mine or my partners life it seems all my efforts to explain to u that its whats best for me fail to reach u bcuz u have ur own vision of whats best for me, but its my wish for u to move on or at least leave me alone and not drag my partners name into this i dont rly go on here but i think i wont visit anymore maybe probably i dont really like anonymous imageboards i wish all the best for u and its my final message please dont cause more drama if u can i know i shouldnt have replied but u dragging my partners name into this is dumb they have nothing to do with u so please stop thank u bye
>>41316 also u dismissing my final wish to stop being friends on good terms as paranoia and mental illness is hurtful and weird i dont know why u think u know better than me about what i want but its rly getting old now and im sorry for leading u on when i responded to ur messages i just felt bad for cutting u off and thought letting things fizzle out calmly would be a good choice but im rly dumb so im sorry
damn i wish my jerk had been this reasonable
>>41316 >>41317 Demi you know damn well you can just be frens or at the very least be okay blogging and what your doing now is litterally paranoia and no you dont wish the best for me because you would stop the crap and just be friendly enough to be able to watch anime and play games on occassion. >>41317 You dont have to let things "fizzle out" at all, you could just be friends and stop the mean nonsense and you know you can and there is no final wish about it cause you've said idk for however long and have blogposted about your schizophrenia so much that its not even funny some of the stuff you posted about.
>>41316 >>41317 You didnt leave the friendship on good terms demi, dismiss that little notion from your brain right now. You left the group and made an alter ego discord account for a month and started posting cryptic shit on a s4s server i invited you to in october
>>41320 >>41317 >>41316 300 hours into drg with you 100s of hours playing vidya with ya and buying you games and planning to leave russia last november.
>>41316 >>41317 Do you just forget the messages you sent to me between october and january 28th?
>>41316 >>41317 BTW your partner has everything to do with this too cause you've blogposted about them in cryptic mean "wish" like ways since may
>>41317 You should feel bad about cutting me off and it would be ignorant of you to assume i would stop texting you especially when i dont have a job. Its like you have memory loss of 1.5 years of frienship we had.
>>41317 >>41316 You yourself have said your doctors think you have onset schizophrenia and everytime you've gone off your meds has been a disaster.
>>41317 >>41316 I have no vision for you, that left the instant you started acting schizophrenic in march n april. I just wanna be friends like we used to be and we were gonna watch anime on my birthday and i dont know what you wer ethinking on that
>>41317 >>41316 And yes i did have depressive fits about you acting this way and just being tired of the fucking job.
>>41320 >>41316 >>41317 The vision thing with you was always a you thing and it was alwaysyou asking about what vision i had for you in march or some shit anyway and it was all because i was being completely depressive about how different you were acting and tbh you wasted 1000 dollars on that renovation when you coulda gotten a different apartment or save up to leave russia. To think you used to say you were staring at my from out the first floor window as a joke.
>>41317 >>41316 Good god me wanting to go on mic so you could vent and i could vent in febuary and march and then in april and may you probly go on mic with random people
>>41320 Imagine you were promised you were gonna watch an anime on your birthday then they kept pushing it off for 4-5 days straight than you wakeup to this message over discord. Thats leaving on "good terms" to them.
>>41332 i had to deal with someone who deliberately tried to give me separation trauma and i still coped better
>>41317 >>41316 The getting old now is the "correct Choice" and the consequences of leaving on such kinda salty callous terms is you getting to see me being miserable as hell. You leaving the s4s server after me posting on it was so callous to our friendship and to the frienships you made on there.
>>41333 Oh jesus ive been under the impression demis been maliciously messing with that stuff on and off with that since may
>>41333 They'll promise something then say idk on the day it was supposed to happen and they act suprised when someone gets depressed as shit over it as it goes on for months or something.
>>41332 >>41335 maybe they were clumsy about it but i see someone making a genuine effort to let you off easy
>>41337 They can still be friends, they dont have to do that.
is that really the worst you can show me? man i was milked for drama for months i'm going to stop replying now
this makes me feel less insane about what i had to deal with at least
>>41337 What did you have to deal with?
>>41340 bruh they've posted wild stuff since october which is not reassuring stuff at all
>>41341 >>41164
>>41343 So in what way?
>>41336 yes im sorry for that but i thought u would see that i dont want to spend time with u im sorry i just saw ur reaction when i tried to just cut u off so i thought maybe u would come to see that i want to stop talking to u by urself somehow i dont know much about human interactions so yea
>>41345 Demi can't we just be friends. Why all the humdrum.
>>41345 Everything can be okay demi you dont have to disappear darn it.
>>41345 I know you dont cause when you did go on mic your all flustered and schizzy. Remember when you played phasmaphobia with leafy and we both got laughed at
>>41345 basically im going to leave forever and not make it worse by replying because i wont come back but i hope u can see my side of the story and not hurt as much and not hurt other people too thank u for supporting me through bad times and being my good friend but it changed and i want to move on and wish for u to move on
>>41345 >>41345 btw with you have made many false promises since may and i have seen you act malicously towards people on discord.
>>41345 And you getting into sam hyde and the harrassment stuff wasnt a good sign at all demi.
>>41351 i never harassed anyone actually im actually good
take them up on their offer to leave without resentment and move on, dummy do it for me who was never granted this much
>>41349 We dont have to move on demi we can be frens and we can watch anime with gudako and maggy on occassion. >>41352 Then why did you blogpost yourself posting like wish and acting somewhat malicous .
>>41352 anyways sorry for replying that was the last time i hope everything will be okay in time that is all goodbye forever
>>41353 No because things dont have to be that way and its not the correct choice.
>>41355 You dont have to leave demi
>>41355 Things can be all okay and everyone can be friends
>>41355 Do you even care at all about the kot?
>>41355 Or about oil , gudako, maggy, the group server you were on.
good luck demi good luck OP
>>41360 are you still friends with these people?
are you still friends with anyone
>>41363 >>41363 That fact that youve forgot about them when we used to do group activities is rly silly. We watched Movies and games as a group demi.
>>41365 focus on them and be grateful you're surrounded with people who want to be with you (i hope)
>>41363 Terrifier, that weird possesion movie, we watch an entire season of gundan, on the hob it was hard for me to do anything
>>41365 and wipe your screen too
>>41366 No >>41355 Demi we can be frens
>>41368 No
>>41367 >>41355 Demi plz come around
wtf this thread is still going?
>>41349 >>41345 >>41317 Demi, you dont have to go and you dont have to do that
>>41353 Too much of my life ruined
>>41366 >>41316 I cant summon myself to do anything right now and i yold maggy i felt as bad as i did before i got the job for the first time. You could be frens and blog stuff and be nice and frenly again.
>>41349 We dont have to move on from watchin anime
i am actually perfectly sane and rational and neither obsessed nor an abuser, all of my grievances were real and valid and morally just, all of my misconduct can be reasonably excused, and i'm strong too i can solo him
>>41349
>>41377 true tbh
>>41377 Yeah, thats why demi started posting like wish on discord servers and being cryptic and malicious
>>41379 >>41379 >>41377 wish garbo
>>41381 is that the only insult you can come up with
>>41382 Well it is wishbabble
I remember Forsens minecraft with demi for an entire year
>>41381
>>41384 never fucking lucky
>>41349 >>41317 What horrible thing do you think is going to happen? Oil failed their exams and is gonna get drafted? Maggy’s staying in russia with probably no chsnce in leave. You’re stuck in russia woth no chance in leaving. Im sorry for any spazzy stuff but you need to go and yes it would have been much better to tell me about the partner you made in july than telling me right before playing final fantasy theough some wierd cryptic thing about a sub and an emoji and im sorry for that depressive fit. Also you went from having a polish male partner to a female which is odd. i had a video but its too long.
>>41387 literally what r u even talking about i dont rember having any polish friends. even
>>41349 demis kot
>>41388 The friends with benefits person
>>41388 Dont you remember that person you talked about from the femgen server?
>>41388 I also still ahve the pin of the drawing with you a as a furry, i dunnu why you thought that drawing was so wierd.
>>41391 oh i think we were friends but yea i rember calling him something funny that was literally a joke i think but yea can u stop doxxing me or do u not care anymore its not like i care about people knowing something about me but it shows the value u give to our friendship i think
>>41393 also why ill never be friends with u again is bcuz u always hurried to expose my info on any outlet as soon as i disappointed u like why i quit ur server maybe and i wasnt comfortable around these ppl anymore because u badmouthed me
>>41394 anyways sorry i got mad
>>41395 anyways bye for real now im sorry i just got mad bcuz u rly have no dignity at all u never even asked me if u can post pictures i took and sent u i would get it if it was ur purpose but if ur trying to be my friend and ur acting like this it juat shows one of the reasons why i cant be ur friend anymore bye
>>41394 Me posting your kot is so drastic or me being extremely depressed and making my misery be known? We can be friends again and i litterally promise not to freak out about stuff. >>41394 I think i mostly just doxxed myself tbh and i freaked out.
>>41396 Are you mad about posting kot images? You were posting your face to random people on that femgen server and s4s server and i dont know if you still do that or not.
>>41396 I freaked out over that and lost my cool on how that was revealed and i promise not to freak put again… just dont keep information like that hidden then be so emoji laize faire about getting gifted final fantasy to someone you planned on leaving russia with in november. You saw me upset and crying over it and auto ghosted me then i freaked out on the server that your deleted account owns. The burn from that is gone and you know that its gone by now. We can still be friends and just play some stuff.
>>41394 >>41395 >>41396 Im depressed as shit about the friendship, we could be discussing this on discord instead of here.
>>41394 Im not dissapointed about anything with you. And i said that at the time in march because saw someone who was probably going to just stick in russia while saying they wsnted to leave.
>>41396 And you were on sertaline in march and you did start to say you didnt care about anything or much and youve said that repeatedly about your meds and etx
>>41399 im sorry but i dont want to and i cant force myself to be friends i rly want u to see that its just. how it is we had fun in the past but we wont have fun anymore bcuz i dont enjoy being ur friend anymore and its not even about some particular event i just cant i value our friendship and i just wanted to leave it on a good note even if it wasnt that good near the end so goodbye and i hope u live happily
>>41396 Maybe stop ghosting people at a drop of a bump of depressiveness.
>>41403 You dont have to do that demiiii, stop finalising stuff! Just be chill and we can be chill frens.
>>41403 Just give me a a honest to god chance woth no wierd random hidden stuff and we can have fun again. You would have fun playing drg with me and gudako and your partner.
>>41403 You would, you coudl, you should have fun and yes you should remmeber the good frienship we had and i promise with all the autism in my heart that you will have fun and we can just do stuff again. No odd hidden info drops plz.
>>41403 You havent tried to see if u could have fun with your partner/r9kfren and gudako/oil
>>41403 You wouldnt be forcing yourself , you have to see that we can have fun and that you can play vidya with other people and not be focused in on one person.
>>41403 Well, your a 20 something yr old man with heavy identity issues and schizophrenia. Give me a chance and i promise you will have fun again you just gotta try. I value the frienship and i care about what happens to you and sometimes you dont care about what happens to you or anyone or anything and you say that.
>>41403 We could go on mic right now and talk on discord. You just need the bravery to do it and iyou’ll be nervous but by the end of that you might be able to talk to other people.
>>41403 Plz value our frienship again…. im begging you that if you trust me as afriend again and open up on steam just dont throw wierd cryptic stuff into it or emoji wish stuff. We could play that mmo you mentioned requiem or ror2 and drg…
>>41403 Its paranoia is what it is and its paranoia that hurts me and hurts the friendship we did have. I want to make a valuable friendship again and i will throw my smash my heart into the ground to do it. Just dont do info drop wierd wish like stuff which would hurt my feelings hard and etc etc.
>>41403 im not gonna be happy demi, i already said it in october that i was worried to shit about ya from the medical stuff and i wanted to actively try to be friends again. I dont know whats going on now
>>41403 Youve said it yourself that you dint know what you want multiple times throughout the months since may and you and i both know you changing meds and going meds isnt good
>>41403 >>41396 >>41349 >>41317 >>41316 >>41388 >>41393 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaa
>>41403 Do you have the aaaa anime gif?
this is grim
>>41415 >>41403
>>41403 aaaaa
>>41403
>>41419 What are you on about
>>41403 are you proud of yourself?
>>41403 I still wonder how much of the false promise stuff was maliciously on purpose since may
>>41393 You said you were his partner buddy which makes me think you are more malicious than you let on sometimes
>>41403 Did you ever tell the r9k person about emulating wish or sluts4sale or the fact that you used to own a small server then you deleted your profille?
>>41419 Yeah it is whats your opinion on it anon?
>>41419 its horsemanure and daisy is someone who focuses on single people or something
>>41403 Do you have happy gappy happy kat?
>>41403 Do you still have the autism gifs?
>>41403 Hows the wpoch wow beta?
>>41403 Are you still awake?
>>41403 Is your mom still gettin drunk?
>>41403 How much of it was intentially malicious since May? Anytime i cried was legit.
>>41403 How much of the false promises of playing bidya and idk from may to july was intentionally malicous?
>>41403 How often do you put on a character in other discord servers now?
>>41403 Is your mental wellbeing better now than it was in early January of last year?
>>41403 Are you taking meds again or not or did you forget?
>>41403 How many new “friends” you make do you ghost and dump
>>41403 Why couldnt you just play classic wow with me gudako and oil and go on mic in march?
>>41403 How many times did you ragequit zomboid, classic wow, and runescape
>>41403 Do you think that im happy you’ve made false promises since may and your mental well being is evidentally shown to be degrading on discord servers?
>>41403 How many times did you say idk from april to October?
>>41403 Are you still dying from pneomnia ot was that a fake story?
>>41403 How many times have you had depressive fits while changing meds?
>>41403 What things did you badmouth about me to random people in april/may?
>>41403 Why do you have to be so paranoid about little things llike stram accounts?
>>41403 What dignity do you claim to have by all the new friends you make and ghost?
>>41403 How much of the blogging in the past two years was fake stories?
>>41403 Are you still off your meds?
>>41403 Are you actually ever going to leave russia with a mental health diagnosis?
>>41403 How happy are you going to be throughout the next year?
>>41403 Sry for going on and on with the questions but you made the wrong choice and from what i can tell im gonna believe you made malicious choices in march and post april
>>41403 Why did you have to di that stuff and delete your main?
>>41403 Why not just try to be friends instead of making someone have depressive fits with false promises?
>>41403 Your correct choice?
Your oozing choice of empathy?
>>41403 So why do you take some philsophy from that sumb game you have a poster of in your room?
>>41458 like false promises throughout months and months abd months
>>41403 The grand choice!!!!!!!
>>41463 ughhhhhhhh i feel like dyin
>>41403 i feel like im dyin
>>41396 We could be friends
>>41403 Why wish you never deleted ur main account and went on mic
>>41467 >>41403 You make brainfeel unwell and me feel unwele by leavin and now i must poop ns feel poop
>>41403 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why why why couldnt u open up and try to enjoy drg
>>41403 You make me feel so poop by how you left u stilm gace no diea
>>41403 You made my brain feel bad why why why you brain feel bad
>>41403 My brain feel bad
>>41403 u mad evrainfeel bad by being fgone
>>41403 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa brain hruys
>>41403 Openness with people shows more dignity than what you've done
>>41403 Happy reqiem epoch into mosrry cause demi wants to make brain hurt
>>41403 The old kots condition is getting worse as youve seem from the vdieo the worlds going to elll and you wot mlbr russian oh no
>>41403 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cdZkXfdzOWc&pp=ygUTZG9vbXNkYXkgIHRoZW9yaXN0IA%3D%3D
>>41419 Demi is grim and mean
demikot
brain hurts from dummi
>>41495 theres fluid coming out of my neck under the lef ear
>>41403 its like stop sayin sorry and just be a fren again instead of the paranoidy crap and i’ll wont be as spazzy dummie . introduce the people you knew to your partner and stop docusing on single people
>>41403 You’re a built in part of a bomb called making people miserable. The bomb is guranteed to go off cause of you. A being with No empathy, no love, no likeness to history. Your hopes are guaranteed to fail because of your own nature and asylum guranteed. You could stop the sadness for me at anytime by being a friend but instead you cause suffering and hone in on paranoia. Crying and Spazziness is just annoyance.
>>41403 the false propagation that things will be okay, the fake hopeful happiness thats everythings alright, its not going to be olay and i will never experience happiness or relief again because u wont be a fren.
>>41403 People that end a friendship like that since december of 2022 dont value shit.
>>41403 You can stop thereferencing to wonderful everday down the rabbit hole… thats not how it is and thats not how it needs to be you fucknut.
>>41403 if you read this, i feel like i could self destruct after a month and i probly am going to unless you can show some openess again.
Oils gonna be dead soon sometime, maggys screwed, adas in a bad spot, ades dead, ayas schizo, demis possibly dying and schizo
>>41497 aaa
>>41497 wha
i'm going to die too and no one will miss me not even in discord world
>>41530 Im pretty sure im going to russia with a visa immediately
>>41530 that or self-destructing via a manifesto that considers all 4channers met
>>41349 Well im going to go off the deep end then i think
>>41403 You used to say your lookin a tme from the first floor window
>>41403 70 replies post lole
>>41547 I feel liike dying nad will
>>41526 Theres litterally fluid coming out of my neck from my lwoer ear
>>41526 blood no less
>>41549 Im goin to russia cause i know where the guy lives cause there were plans to meet up with him anyway before he went dickhead
>>41549 And this he values the friendship stuff is a joke considering how he changes his brain everytime hes goes off and on meds and he changes personality with each new med or off med
>>41549 When i say he ruined my life i mean i texted daily with this person for 1.5 yr sstraight and played vidya everyday whenever icould and he changes personality on new meds after destroying his apartment off meds. I told him he needed to stay on haldol cause he was alot better on it
>>41549 Then by the time he went rly wish schizo by the end of march and went full on disrespect to me i finally had a fit over it and just the stuff with his depressive fit crap in the past month and a half then the guy goes ghost and uses some alt sockpuppet account. Basically destroyed the small group server cause he owned it.
>>41549 Now i have my own depressive issues with that group server but i wouldnt have left it with a ghost at the helm of a deleted account. Also hes very callous with the wish alt personality that he adopted.
>>41549 I shove it into him on this board cause hes so wishy washy and crapola and he acts like playing a video game and blogging cats on discord is going to kill him. Values any friendship he does not if you seen him leave random servers and how he texts to people.
>>41549 The guy litterally comes onto this board to look at wish posts cause hes moderately interested into wish for whatever fucking reason and that rly came to a head in march when he started posting like them again and found wish on s4s
>>41549 23 yr old man whose not a tranny and wont go onto hrt acting like a fucking wish clone on random servers to the point where even the epoch wow mods called him a schizo.
>>41549 There is no good luck cause he has no chance at leaving russia while pretending he does. He made some r9k friend that he attached himself to in may while probly just chewing through discord friends. Guy went from gay to straight, a point of comicality. Everything in his past is a joke to him now and he has no empathy
he talks about dignity, deleting his main discord account and treating people he would do stuff with as strangers is about the most undignified thing he ever did and hes probably done it multiple times.
>>41316 Sry doesnt cut it jackass, time to interfere into your real life.
>>40952 Me and demi on gmod
>>41316 You definition of a kicking donkey
>>41526 woah
>>41554 >>41555 >>41580 are you okay?
>>41571 what does he do with the wish persona
>>41582 Right now its a big scab with clear brain fluid under it
>>41583 Posts like wish with this r9k person on random servers. Copies their phrasing i mean i already asked wish about it and posted an example and they're like thats like me.
>>41585 can i see?
>>41583 Not that wish is any person to aspire to cause they're not and their personality change from 2023 to mid 2024 was so disgusting
>>41586 Its in an old thread on this board i imagine, i could go to the stuff they blogged about on some forsencord. Its like them larping and saying im innocent or skinwalking wish.
>>41586 Then its a bunch of angel blogs and references emojies u know the 9 yards with wish
>>41586 Then they'll say no thats not true while skinwalking wish on some server
>>41590 hm
>>41591 i know they must make friends and chew right through em. I dunno what their dms are on that but from the odd stuff they've posted its like make new friends than drop em after two weeks. Treat me like a damned stranger and badmouth me to this r9k person and we txted daily and played vidya daily for an entire year.
>>41591 and this false promise stuff has been going on for way longer than what their brain thinks. They're just refering from october to january when in reality its been mostly since may
i feel your pain anon
>>41593 hiiii sorry but i didnt badmouth u i just showed ur chat to them i actually only said good things about u and that we were good friends but u r acting like this and it shows and also i only have one friend and also its none of ur business sorry also me being gay or straight is none of ur business sorry also i had all ur personal info and ur credit card info but i wont post it here bcuz my parents didnt spoil me for 28 years and cater to my every fit basically u can try but ull never find me and also u will have trouble with the police if u ever follow me with bad intent and also i hope ur manifesto on ppl u want to kill also goes public so that u cant actually harm them bcuz u think they have evil personalities
>>41584 O: uhhh maby see a doctor anone
>>41596 also i went on here not bcuz i think good of wish or try to be like them this is how i am and ive told that several times but everything thats uncomfortable to u fails to reach u unfortunately i dont even know them basically u r displaying lolcow levels of selfish autism and u can do whatever but u will not be my friend or see me ever again unless u want to be in jail
>>41598 u r "doxxing me" about things u dont even know for sure by the way so yea i rly do feel for the ppl u consider evil but im not trying to get through fits like these ever again so i dont care how much it hurts u anymore and how much the other ppl feel for u wanting to harm real life people for deciding not to be friends with u and politely explaining that to u
>>41599 basically u r a mentally sick person and im saying that just as a matter of fact not to try and excuse forcing something onto me like u do
>>41595 An example of what they used to do is basically they would be okay with playing risk of rain 2 on a given day. Then on the day that would come up they would play it with someone else and treat me like a stranger
>>41596 You obviously did and you said you did that you badmouthed me to them in a blog you made on discord
>>41601 what did i say to them thats badmouthing u
>>41596 Yeah you would save something like my credit card info and you obviously would save where i lived cause i posted where i lived to you
>>41604 i didnt save any of that btw and i know some from memory but i wont ever use it to doxx u or do anything bad to u
>>41603 Good question, but considering how you would say lets play X on agiven day then and Play X with them instead on purpose and in a blog on discord you said you told them bad things about me.
>>41606 what bad things can u say
>>41607 all i did was literally show my partner a stream of our chat and we both agreed me leading u on adds to ur pain and i decided to come out to u that i dont want to be friends with u anymore i was just scared bcuz this is what happened when i openly did it
>>41598 Oh shiet than how you posted on that forsen server you blogged about with that r9k person wasnt you posting like and skinwalking like wish?
>>41608 Your discord partner never saw anything before march on the main account you deleted and they probably dont know how much we chatted and played vidya. You jsut posted me being depressed that your basically handing out false promises litterally repeatedly
>>41609 what does skinwalking mean another example of ur mental illness is thinking im deliberately trying to be someone u dont like or someone im not (not that it would be any of ur business anyway) after ive told u several times that this is what i am and yes other people may have shaped my way of talking to some degree but its what happens to everyone or almost everyone im not sure
>>41608 a stream of our chat of basically you promising something then breaking that promise repeatedly
>>41610 they do know bcuz ive told them all about that bcuz u were still the only friend i had
>>41613 Except you had oil, gudako, maggy, fuckikng nina.. or do you just not view other people as friends
>>41613 we did stuff on and off but u can ask them about that actually i think our interactions were what normal friendship is like and no one demanded anything from anyone
>>41613 I think even you knew that oil was failing their exams in march you cared not worth a damn did ya?
>>41615 Thats why you blogged in may about how you only text one person and go on mic with one person on cord and would do the false promise stuff litterally months on end.
>>41615 We watched at least 3 anime movies as a group and you rly didnt even try to care did ya?
>>41611 You are the one that discussed wish and made wierd obscure blogs about wish on occasion buddy. Then posted like them in may
>>41619 The reason your here on this board that you blog posted about was about fucking wish
>>41615 did they ever reach out to me but no i dont rly text them at all before that either i think u dont even want to know their side of the story and ur thinking up ur own basically this whole fit after me accepting my mistakes leading u on and avoiding u but still pointing out that we cant be friends and just wanting to leave on good terms is what made u want to remember u want to kill several people,, so u get to decide who is malicious again i dont believe i can stop u from doing anything dumb at this point but u will never interfere into my life even if i cant guarantee that for other people u hate without them probably even knowing who u are
>>41596 There will be no ill intent, im just going to that bustop and take a piece of paper with your face on it and plaster it onto your face if i see ya
>>41621 I do want to know their side of the story but on mic and not from some purveyor of truths in text that only posted here cause of me shouting and texting nto the void. I wouldve gotten to know this person way back in may as a friend but you again have to treat every person like fort knoxx or some shit quite literally at the end of march.
>>41621 BTW me shouting and texting into the void occured on MAL too. Also did you not say you've wanted to kill your mother to me etc etc etc commit suicide in discord and did you destroy your apartment in feburary and have you had suicidal fits to your alcoholic mother?
>>41623 they have expressed they dont want to talk to u but u can ask them urself unless they have already blocked u there will never be any people in my life anymore other than that person regardless if theyre friends or not and its been a long time since i posted anywhere which is actually normal btw but u dont consider it to be bcuz its ur little game and u get to decide and yes i apologize to u for avoiding u but theres nothing i can do to mend it at this point other than not do it ever again and i cant talk to u anymore i hope u get to understand that some good things end sometime maybe
>>41625 I would ask them but it seems to me they block people automatically and are really paranoid or clingy about single people hmmmmm do you two even play with other people?
>>41625 You've said idk how many fucking times since may?
>>41625 You can fucking mend it at this point, just by being a friend watching some anime doing some stuff with me oil gudako etc etc instead of ghosting off end like that
>>41624 thats what i trusted u with and i still wont betray ur trust for other ppls excitement u r disgusting really im sure theres no use in pointing that out im just mad whatever might happen ive done what i could at this point so bye
>>41629 So what did you post on this board numnuts?
>>41629 You shouted into the void of this board about what on mal?
>>41630 u can ask the admin that if theyll answer dont ever come near me
>>41629 I cant trust your word that you didnt badmouth and just share some very particular stuff to your r9k friend demi.
>>41632 Are you a 24 yr old man?
>>41632 Im going to that street and its all because you couldnt just trust me to play with some friends in april and may and instead led me on malicously. Your word isnt trustworthy anymore.
>>41634 u dont even know how old i am so embarrassing for a best friend btw (thats how i would act if u were like u)
>>41636 ironic cause that was on purpose
>>41635 i dont care where ur going as long as its not in my face u can go anywhere u want rly not that i think u will even come through with anything but maybe ur capacity for hurting other people is more than for hurting urself
>>41638 it does seem that way
>>41636 Im going to that trainstation bus stop
>>41635 also says a lot about how u r in general
>>41638 Because of all your bullshit nonsense and hurt since april and my spazzy tism, im going to that bustop in general. >>41641 I dont ghost people on discord or steam like that
>>41641 and if i have for a temporary time its probably out of pain and seeing it done by someone else
>>41641 Im shouting my pain into the void, so i ask you would it have been better just to have been a genuine friend like you used to be or this leading me on crap and wish posting and etc etc etc
>>41644 do u not understand a simple fact that i cant be ur friend anymore because i tried to feel good spending time with u and i just cant
>>41638 You apoligize for being very disrespectfully avoidant for months and watching me begging you to play somethin and crying and having depressive fits, while im exhausted as fuck throwin in a truck on the job btw,
>>41645 and all that comes out of trying to be ur friend is false promises because i really dont want to spend time with u and i was just scared to say that upfront before right now
>>41645 You could be a friend and you can feel good spending time watching anime with me, gudako, oil, and maggy... you rly could
>>41647 You could try and youve say idk and been back and forth on it so much demi
>>41647 You could play some drg again
>>41647 you could play risky 2 with em and maggy and gudako and ur partner and whichever new friends you created
>>41647 Was the medical thing true or not?
>>41647 The messed up thing is that just like before with final fantasy if you were toi give me a chance and stop the false promise crap and open up again with no hidden info
>>41647 Im the only one mentioning oil, maggy, gudako, ada btw which is the fucked up thing... you just lost all care for them or maybe you didnt have any care for htem to begin with
>>41647 btw streaming chats to some random r9k discorder is betraying what?
>>41647 and so how many times did you stream chats to other people?
>>41647 Over me spazzying out over vidya cause im on the job dying and the reason i went to that shift in the first place was for you and you asked for it
>>41658 and you acted like you had memory loss and treated me like a stranger when i mentioend it
>>41647 Demi, go onto steam right now and unblock and friend the steam acccount and we could chat over steam or sky instead of here
>>41657 once because its my partner and they asked me to
>>41660 What was the follow up to that then and is your trustworthy
>>41661 What was the follow up to that then and is your word trustworthy after that
>>41661 btw at the time that wouldve been r9k friend so there mustve been a follow up to that
>>41661 You could be a friend righty now again and just have fun and we could ance in drg with our beer cans
>>41663 i told u we discussed about me leading u on when i dont want to talk to u and that it causes more trouble for us both and i agreed and it was when i blocked u i wanted to keep it like that but u found me through a literal wow server,,
>>41666 We could be friends again and you could be friends with oil ada maggy again
A>>41666 and we could watch girls last tour or made in abyss, and gundam
>>41666 How about changing that course of action and trying the other way and not attaching yourself to one person and playing some vidya with a group
>>41666 There are times when your more than okay with talking with me
>>41668 i cant do that anymore and i wont feed u false promises because i realized how hurtful it was and all i want is for u to leave me alone u literally have friends and if i hurt u to the point of ruining ur life as u said it with ghosting u then im not sure what can be done
>>41666 You could just not ghost me and we can blog cats then
>>41671 >>41671 you could just not ghost me and we blog kots, gundams, and other stuff over discord and no vidya and anime then
>>41672 do u refuse to see me telling u that i cant do that and i wont not after what u just did either
>>41671 I would rather have that than you ghosting and being completely upfront
>>41674 So was your intent in october to leave it on mal with you dying from that illness
>>41674 The ghosting stuff which started in april is what hurts my feelings more than the false promise shit but whatever thats what you chose.
>>41676 no that was actually true i still have a scan of my lungs actually but i hope i will be alright now maybe hopefully
>>41674 you could just say no to everything then although i think if you tried to play stuff again we would have fun.
>>41678 Hows your immuni system doing?
>>41679 i was scared to just say no bcuz im indecisive and bcuz u react like this and it had started even before with u antagonizing me and shaming me
>>41680 its more or less okay now thank u
>>41681 Right now we could try playing drg on steam and you can have your prognosis whether or not you would have rfun
>>41681 you are indecisive and you being indecisive means that its not just cause your scared but because you kinda do wanna play stuff again on occasion
>>41681 Would you rather take this to discord and we can txt over discord instead of me shouting pain into the void, you accept the friend request without changing the setting and than theres no spazzyness
>>41681 Maggy and Ada are on mal demi and they were your two of five friends on mal
>>41681 Are yo usaying i was being hurt and starting to have dperessive fits and spazzyness over that stuff going months on end with the paranoia aaa
>>41681 You being indecisive on it litterally means you kinda do wanna play stuff again Demi! ITS NOT JUST CAUSE YOUR SCARED AND THATS THE THING and thats like is this malicious or not
>>41681 You said it yourself you would be okay with playing stuf fagain if the r9k person was okay with it in a blog
>>41689 theyre not okay and im not okay im sorry its not even about them i started avoiding u before that bcuz i want to stop talking
>>41690 and i dont understand what malicious means ehen it causes me pain too
>>41681 So do i continue to shout into the void and probably visit 3 different people in russia.
>>41692 u can do what u want but my final answer is we cant be friends and talk and id rather u leave me alone
>>41690 >>41691 Demi please can we just post on kots and stuff on discord
>>41693 But we can demi, we can and you could try for it and play some game with oil
>>41694 no im sorry please move on the cat pictures arent worth it
>>41696 Plzz just lets post kot images right now
>>41696 They are worth it and bgeing your friend is worth it,
>>41697 text me on steam
>>41699 but only for me to try and explain once more that we cant be friends and u need to stop being obsessive
>>>41699 >41696 >>41699 >>41699 100% oj the other one isnt working
>>41700 >>41700 We can be friends
Demi im still going to your street
Also i dont believe you on the ghosting friends thing because 3 people said so
>>41700 I dont believe you on half of what you posted
>>41700 Im going to your street and im going to meet you
>>41707 sad but u wont meet me bcuz i dont want u to
>>41708 Also you know damn well we can be friends and that last little emoji wasnt nice
>>41708 we coudl be friends on discord and steam and we could post stuff and such. What stresses me out is your ghosting and again here we are here instead of steam
>>41709 it was me actually crying its so retarded how u hate me for using emojis u wont meet me so dont bother i gave it my best u can keep drama posting and ill leave it up to time
>>41711 Well were you actually crying or not?
>>41711 Cause i was actually crying
>>41712 actually yes but u wont believe me i dont want a friend who doesnt believe me bye just bye just leave me alone im leaving this website and i can only hope u dont end up ruining ur life just to blame it on me
>>41711 and like we could friends and play some drg and grimdawn...
>>41714 Then you dont have to do this
>>41714 You dont have to do that then, we could still be friends demi
So your crying cause you know damn we co0uld still be riends and your indecisive and you do this
>>41714 You could just stop the ghosting stuff demi
>>41714 And you could stop it and we could be frens again
>>41718 no i cried bcuz its tragic and u r doing everything to keep being selfish and not let me even speak my part or listen to it
>>41714 You and i both know you dont have to stop being a fren and what your doing now hurts me and you
>>41721 good job with ur doxxing effort but none of these people know u or me
>>41721 We could still be friends and we could ha ve talked on mic
>>41722 u keep talking and u never listen u never consider anything i say why do i get ppl like this in my life
>>41725 You said it hurts and you said your indecisive
>>41725 and the ghosting stuff hurts me and it hurts the other people youve done it to
>>41726 i said i was in the past but now im not what i want is for u to have peace and leave me alone
>>41728 And in the past you did the exact same thing anyway
>>41727 i hope u can talk to these people and find some peace in ur situation
>>41730 you mean lovei? and the s4s server people?
>>41730 goodbye forever i hoped for a normal outcome but its up to u now
>>41730 Im going to your street probably at a bus stop?
>>41732 I know your live on a first floor apartment
>>41732 a normal outcome would have been one where we were friends and you didnt false promise and continually ghost people and paranoid out about stuff
>>41732 Its sad to see evidence going against what you say
>>41732 So i dunno if its just little lies or if its complete lies
>>41732 and yes i will still view you from a malicous perspective cause if you werent malicous you'd see how much it hurts me and you would just be a friend and intoroduce me suga
>>41732 way back in fucking may
>>41732 The normal outcome is im going to your city in russia to that street and then im going to plastic a paper onto your face with tape
So after screaming into the void and you say all that in the steam chat and you fully know you could just be friends again and some guy is freaked out about you in another steam chat, i know your not
Steam chat recorded just like you recorded our stream chat
>>41732 Its not up to me and you know exactly what im going to do now
>>41732 Im going to go into your town of russia where you live and take tape with an anime face to ya
>>41332 Just like that message, GOD LUCK
>>41728 Yeah you were in the past until like you fucking ghosted me as you were dying in teh fucking hospital
>>41728 And withheld information on purpose about the r9k person and sectioned them off or some shit and badmouthed to them about me or some shit while claiming dignity
>>41728 And all the other people you've fucking ghosted on that /s4s/ server and such and destroyed the server you owned
>>41728 Fucked up thing is you'd blog about them to me and blog about the /s4s/ people to me as you indecisive on shit
>>41732 You were way better on haldol and less less and you went on sertaline in march and in november blogposted about not caring a bout anyone or anything on sertaline ... fuckin genious
I know for a fact your gonna have a personality change or somethings gonna happen and your gonna end up hurting that person
The question is when not if and your ghosting stuff has hurt me since the start of all of this crap
and theres evidence of you just dropping people to ghost
Your schizo blogposts about wish and typing like wish and i doubt that sugarrush would even know that that you copying someone wit hthat stuff
April 6th, you deltete your main account and go onto this sockpuppet account you created in mid march
After I heavily argued with you about how i you shouldnt have ruined your apartment and that the renovations were a bad idea if you wanted to end up going somewhere else
And that you not caring about anything or anyone in march was fucking dissapointing and sad
Its just sad how you dont care about oil or gudako maggy etc etc ada people you have on fucking steam as friends still
no no its focus in on one person for a year and a half or 5 months than dump em
https://youtu.be/xY5yazcNpCI
>>41761 Well im certainly gonna be at that bus stop
>>41761 Its like demi could just stop being paranoid and post on discord/steam and fuckin and they wont so im going to where they live
holy fuck
>>41598 Thats not how you are and you did that just because you found wish on here and started skinwalking them
>>41596 yeah one friend that you focus in on jsut like me for a year nad half when i was trying to get you to see the group of people as friends and do stuff
>>41596 I gifted 500 dollars in steam games to you in may
>>41596 I posted my credit card info as proof of how much the ghosting stuff hurt and you could have used it anyway cause you need the money
>>41596 Im a goob so i you see me you will be 3 inches taller than me and your a 23 yr old man so i'll just hug ya.
grim
>>41780 grimmer
>>41732 Theres nothing crueler than what youve done for a month and everytime you've ghosted out of paranoia, and what your doing now is beyond cruel.
>>41732 So you can be visited by that train station in a three months and i have no ill intent anyway. Im a pacifist eco nazi after all with suicidal ideations
>>41732 So yes this "freakout" is going to continue to occur repeatedly as i cry out in pain in the void on r9k/bant/lgbt/here/etcetc/in forsen's twitch chat/ epoch wow when it releases
>>41732 And the beautiful thing about it is arguing with you and trying to even discuss anything with you is having to be cry out in the void on an s4s alt board and me railing into what your doing doesnt count as dox to me
>>41732 You never valued our friendship because you made a promise that you would never leave and you made a promise to go on mic in march
>>41732 You obviously didnt value our friendship or relationship by the end of march and you obviously dont now.
>>41732 And one time you'll go on your meds and have a personality change and you wont value the friendship of that r9k person sugarrrush and just wont care and maybe you'll something drastic again
>>41732 as far as the mal thing you have no idea what that would look that and probly would be an immolation and like trump or something
>>41732 You could've texted on fkin mal four days ago while i was saying i really didnt feel good and wanted to vomit
>>41808 i went on and off my meds with them around and we have always supported each other and they never berated me they r my partner and u were my friend but i do treat ppl depending on how they treat me and btw theyre not from r9k they just happened to be on that server like me from disboard and we only found out its an r9k server after the owner was outed as a pedo lolol dont bring them into this and leave me alone all the info ive ever shared to u was because i trusted u and i shared us becoming partners as soon as we confessed to each other after which u had a massive freakout so i didn't withold that from u it was actually my choice to tell u idc if ur going to harm me or not i dont want to talk to u anymore sorry for stoking it but it pisses me off how u think u know better than me or anyone else of what i am also i didnt text u on mal because i dont go there iften and also because i didnt want to text u i wanted u to get past it but u r going after me so i have to answer
>>41812 u have already betrayed my trust by dumping all i trusted only u with more than its possible to betray someones trust with flaking them bcuz i know ive been flaked before so to me u r malicious now and i want u out of my life forever
>>41813 even if u want to meet me as a friend i cant feel like that towards u anymore
>>41812 basically if u had reacted normally and supportrd me as a friend u claim to be we maybe would have been friends still but ur so obsessive and controlling and demanding that u had to act like a spoiled child for whatever reason and do the same ur doing right now on ur server u wont ever support me ull just demand from me as evident by u dumping my breakdowns as if i targeted u when all i did was come to u for help and comfort
>>41815 i tried to make it as nice as possible and tell u i dont want u in my life because u stress me out always and im aware u wanted to give me money but i refused them because i know id be indebted to u forever and i didnt do anything to earn them and as for the games i can refund all that to u in money when its possible if u want but we wont talk anymore
>>41809 i still wouldnt want u to die so please dont immolate urself or hurt other people but if ur going to blackmail me basically and say that i only need to become ur friend for that to not happen it wont be a reason id ever be ur friend again i just dont understand how u apparently care for the state of the world but r willing to add to the violence and deaths that r going on in it just because ur feelings were hurt
>>41817 and yes i know i used to be like that too but im not anymore im past that and i dont even take meds or anything i just dont wish any more suffering onto anyone but i need u to live ur own life and let me live mine too im not sure how else someone can leave a person ive tried everything
>>41818 and btw that person that texted u was actually the one who blocked me due to their own life circumstances and i dont hold any grudges against them but now they texted me again just yesterday and we agreed to talk like before bcuz they r good and i still remembered them too i just figured it would be best for us to part but i didnt know why they did it back then basically learn to get over please if u can and i know ur hurt but i wont let u ruin my life because of that
>>41817 and btw u did say u have a list of ppl u want to doxx/shoot which was a plan since long ago and i would be included in that list which btw i didnt even know so i have no intention of being friends with someone like that either
>>41820 basically ill try and not monitor this board to see what ur saying about me anymore so hopefully all will be well in time
>>41812 1. You did not share that as soon as you confessed to each other. You shared that about 2 months after right as we were about to play final fantasy in a very crude fucking way. >>41813 2. You betrayed my trust as soon as you made a sockpuppet and texted random people about me and like sectioned off new friends for whatever paranoid reason. >>41815 3. Since april all you have ever done is acted like a ghosting child that has said i dont know and posted like wish on random servers and you had you just valued the friendship it would have been fine, do the idk thing for 4 months straight. Me crying over this shit and having depressive fits is just an annoyance to you. >>41817 I thought i already said that im going to meet you outside your apartment and im saying you ought to try to be friends and play vidya on occasion instead of this asshole tier ghosting shit that you've done since april. >>41819 dunno but they freaked out anyway and the /s4s/ people still text ya like you dissapeared which you did over, i was actually tempted to give them your steam handle since they were obviously worried .>>41820 I dont have any list like that in terms of shooting people or any list in terms of that just abhorrent people to mention if i do feel sad enough to do that. >>41821 Like i said before for months was what you were doing malicious with the fake shit and the sectioning me off shit while literally promising me to play some vidya on my downtime on the job? Everytime my feelings were hurt from that and than you would act like a 12 yr old girl.
>>41812 I think you berated me and showed how much you trusted me in mid march demi and that was before i had the massive argument over the fact that you threw 1000 dollars away on a empty white room with a door and poster of the game maggy plays.
>>41812 God if i didnt delete my main i could pull up some of the wierd mean cryptic shit you were sayin while im on the job exhausted to all high hell We could frens right now and play some vidya whenever just like past april and your just a ghosting person. You still dont have a single care about maggy, especially oil, ada, or nina. And you said yourself here in this thread you have one single friend you attach yourself to.
>>41812 Have you ever told your partner that you destroyed the apartment and screamed and was violent at your mother to the point that they actually went sober 2-3 months and when they did have alcohol over new years you broke that promise about alcohol and had some with em.
>>41812 Again we could be texting on steam or mal or anywhere right now and things would have been fine
>>41815 Demi, you litterally destroyed that server by deleting your account and not coming back onto your main account. There is no fucking server anymore you destroyed it. You promised not to leave and in march. Imagine if you had just acted normal and let me watch avatar or play with other people. No you had to say some crude cryptic mean shit
>>41812 We could have just continued blogging on discord and things would've fine
>>41838 what...... literally retarded
>>41821 No things will not be well in time because im beyond hurt and depressive as shit more so than when that war started.
>>41842 We made gay little promises to each other and they broke em
>>41842 but yea i did tell them but the alcohol part is retarded if u dont understand the difference
>>41846 basically bye u dont even know that much about me
>>41846 We could still be friends
>>41846 I remember you promising that we wouldnt have any alcohol and you ended up just having some anyway even after all thats done to you
>>41847 lets see, i would say i know everything about you and im moaning on here depressed as shit wanting to be friends
>>41847 Wanna tkae this to steam again
>>41849 thats called alcoholism and also i trashed my room i never break anything i didnt earn and also ive never raised my hand at anyone in my life literally
>>41852 i dont wanna take this to steam and u can talk all u want ill just leave u alone until maybe u reflect and realise my point
>>41852 You said you were screaming and tore down the door to scream at your mother.
>>41853 We could have texted over mal or steam or anywhere but its shout my misery into the void
>>41853 Shit we could take this to mal on new accounts if it would make you feel better
>>41852 Because i still care about ya and with some of what you've said over the past 6-7 months it doesnt sound good
>>41853 You already know i dont believe in debt at all. I seen you miserable with your mother and you couldve took the bravery to take some of the money and saved what you had to change apartments away from your mother.
>>41853 Also its crueler to be doing ghosting type crap and ive said that before in april then march of 2023 so your entire reasoning for dissapearing falls flat and blogging kots and gundams on discord and watching nynapire woulda been way bettur
>>41853 Im always a blunt type person when it comes to this stuff and i'd rather you have let me play with newfrens instead of you being so cryptic about it. You know im an asexual eco nazi
>>41853 i quit grim dawn once because you were overleveled and i guess we did that with oil in terraria.
>>41853 i quit lfd2 twice cause of the latency
>>41853 I already told you i wasnt trusting of new people and didnt understand what you even meant by /s4s/ people and what s4s you were even talking about
>>41853 Then i see your posting your lifes story and cryptic stuff on some emoji server i invited you to in october of 2023
>>41853 It was like /s4s/ the nice den emoji server and not /s4s/ off the fucking board
>>41853 Then when i posted on there you ghosted everyone just cause talking was tabboo and it was the first time you decided to break the promise to ghost
>>41853 We could absolutely 100% still have been friends if you had let us be friends
>>41853 Dont think for a second in your mind that you didnt do what you did for months and months while we couldve been friends
>>41852 And by mid april i would have been more than okay with playing with other people
>>41852 >>41852 NO you had to make it some wierd choice of sectioning them off for whatever reason
>>41834 >sectioned off new friends for whatever paranoid reason https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compartmentalization_(psychology)
>>41874 Which isnt nice to be doing that to people. Having people compartmentalized like that is no good and not healthy for relationships. The fact that they have one friend trued friend is a compartmentalization.
>>41853 We could absolutely 100% have been friends and have did stuff again and talked on mict ovent
>>41853 and i will moan in pain and visit russia
>>41890 and i can go to that station and tape a anime on your face
>>41853 u nuke brain, brain unhappy, make brain happy with kot photos and blogs
>>41853 if u become friend than we can meetup and have chicken with maggy and oil
>>41853 Chicken nuggies with bbq sauce and tomatos
>>41853 We could have made a bigger guild on epoch wow with 7-9 people in it
>>41853 including gudako, oil, your partner, then some people from the epoch wow server
>>41853 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>41852 aaaaaaaaa
>>41852 Do ou remembert on turtlewow becoming dwarves and killing wolves?
nobody wants to play the orc game with me i have let me count, 14 characters i would consider "serious" and i've been a little bitch solo pve guildless friendless loser the entire time i've been playing
they completely killed the social in turtle i will never get over that
>>41902 in my defense wow nerds are a really unpleasant bunch
>>41903 demi plz can we
play epoch wow with many people
Its fucking silly demi
>>41903 the chinese people?
>>41902 Why so
>>41908 no, they made tents boring
>>41910 how so?
>>41910 Did they remove the buffs to em or somethin?
>>41912 they made them unstackable (like physically stackable) it sounds really stupid but something about tent towers in goldshire and crossroads just made people want to hang out and chat and fuck around together, now people put one tent up at a city entrance and they all stand there in a bunch and say nothing and get their buff and leave booooring it's DEAD even gen chat is dead now
>>41914 Rippa
the game just feels so empty now without that unofficial social hub it was the best never had an experience like that in a mmo before or since
>>41918 i guess the inn in goldshire is still the futa giantess muscle mommy erp hub in retail? but i've never played retail and never will
it was my first time meeting a "puppygirl" she would demand to be /pet and she would /bark bat, mmo gamer nerds never exploit that stuff enough
duuhhh no time to pet im working on my clownsuit
>>41921 What are you talkin about willis
>>41853 Demi can we play epoch wow
>>41921 What is a clownsuit
>>41847 Im visiting in 2 months
>>41884 yes it's very grim and silly tbqh
>>41934 pizza
>>41847 I remember everything about you and everything we did together.
>>41578 gmood
>>41852 So you signed up for a 2025 3 russian meetup and witnessing major stress and depression instead of just blogging kots and watching anime for 24 minutes.
>>41495 brain hurt
>>41813 Demi, youve litterally texted bad stuff about me to people without any knowledge on my part
Again you flaked trust alot in may
>>41813 Nobody knows you on here outside of a anonymous psuedoname and the only thing i posted was kots and some shit about how you acted when you’ll reveal what i post to whoever and again your word does not mean much when you lied as much as you did about doing stuff. Tbh how you acted on discord and then you reveal shit to people just so you can sealclub me or some shit and tbh you wouldnt text in the first place; We could have posted this on discord or steam or mal but you decided to be a 8 yr old girl.The reasoning for ghosting me falls flat on its fucking face and you wont admit to that.
>>41813 If you had acted normally instead compartmentalizing/sectioning off people and only having one friend for whatever reason things would be okay. Wook hoo im spazzying and worried and trying to see what the hell is going on with you. You knew i only had the little group of people and wasnt entirely trusting of random people off discord and in march you smashed that on purpose. You take one argument i had at 3 am in the morning while i couldn't sleep and ghost everyone with it and destroyed the server ownership.
>>41813 I think i was crying and doxxing myself and you couldnt give a flying fuck.
>>41853 And like I said before i would cry my ass off if you died throughout march april and may. You wouldnt give a poop in late march/april if i died
>>41853 You feel bad for me while judging me off of some god damned visual novel game that maggy played that sugguested to you from maggy playing it
>>41853 You’ve always been welcome to play with the group and do fun stuff with the little group of people and text with them instead of random discord server.
>>41853 and you will always be welcome to play vidya with everyone in that group and me including with sugar (which is not their real name so get that internet fantasy that people’s anon names matter out of your head)
>>41853 You didnt have to do this shit demi
>>41853 and i didnt have to have depressive fits either but damn the cryptic stuff in april wasnt nice.
>>41853 When it seems like people i really like are playing games with me it really hurts my god damned feelings.
>>41853 You cannot realistically say woth some of what you posted on that s4s server that you were of good intent
>>41853 >>41853 Like ive said before im willing to be friends no bullshit
>>41853 and if you think what you've done since may as trustworthy than your fuckin crazy
>>40952 gmod
>>41853 And tbh the fact it took you 9 months to realize the most cruelest thing you did was the wierd ghosting shit you started in april and having these false bullshit promises to play stuff for 9 months is telling. I readily admit that my depressive fits arent nice and ive apologized 1000 times over.
>>41853 Maggy has not been playing a visual novel for 9 months straight btw
>>42022 and your solution to cruelness is cruelness ghosting
>>42024 friendship instead of no bullshit
op can you leak demi's alts
>>42033 no
>>42033 the only intent of this thread was to moan in misery and to try to get demi to be friends again while trying to make them realize how bad and miserably depressed if eel
i will visit demi as fren
>>41812 Demi, so where are you gonna be when i arrive in russia?
>>41317 You shoudl feel bad about cutting me off and like not texting anything for probably malicous reasons
>>41317 emulating happiness while not caring about anyone
>>41317 Express to russia completed see u in month
>>41317 Whats tragic is that you cuoldnt just be fren
Demi, can we be textfrens again and watch anime on occassion and go aaa a a and post kots
cute
>>42154 this guy has been doing this for months look at this thread >>41146 (OP)
>>42155 yeah, he misses his friend
>>42156 it's kinda sad and grim tbh
>>42157 maybe
>>42155 People do it on s4s ajnd africkaner countries
>>42156
omg ur the guy who came to my thread ( >>33890 ) trying to find demi while i was going insane from angel psychosis, um, sorry for being rude to you, honestly i completely blanked out that whole time period from my memory
>>42163 then you must know my thoughts on you
>>42164 wait please dumb this down for me becuase im dumb, why would i know ur thoughts?? do u mean u dislike me becuase i was rude? i just had a bunch of weird paranoid thoguhts in my head idk sorry
marios a
>>42165 u should check threads
im assuming you're the person i was directing my post to (OP) becuase if not, this is the same thing that annoyed me last time when there were like 3 different squishies replying to me in a vague way (like ur doing right now)
>>42168 WHY is it so hard for you to provide context within ur reply instead of assuming i have any idea on what ur trying to say ????
are u doing this on purpose
>>42170 because outside of demi doing their whatever the fuck it is i make it very apparent i dont like you
>>42172 WHO ARE YOU DO I KNOW YOU? DO YOU EXPECT ME TO KNOW YOU DO YOU EXPECT ME TO KNOW THAT U DONT LIKE ME? what part of your "very apparent" nature is supposed to be so self evident that i'm expected to recognise you on sight?
fucking rainbow text oh my god
>>42173 retarded discord exhibitionist
>>42175 every single line that comes out of your mouth has so many concealed assumptions that it's impossible to communicate with you
>>42176 "concealed assumptions" of what you do on this board, discord, and -s4s- with magic doing whatever
>>42177 let me make this very simple your reply "because outside of demi doing their whatever the fuck it is i make it very apparent i dont like you" contains the assumptions that: i know who you are (implicit in the fact that you reply to me as if i was familiar with you) your attempts to display that you dont like me have been noticed by me that i have connected those messages to your identity that i even REMEMBER you at all that the MADE UP IDEAS IN YOUR HEAD EVEN MATCH REALITY
>>42178 Why do your bullshit on an s4s alt board anyway?
>>42178 Why not go onto the main s4s
>>42179 >>42180 i have no need to justify myself to the likes of YOU
>>42181 eventually they'd probably tell ya to fuck off to /lgbt/
>>42181 hi hope you're doing well :D
>>42187 hi, fuck u
>>42187 So demi why cant you watch any anime and have no empathy towards anyone while emulating it for singular people
>>41995 gmod ptsd
>>42187 you have no empathy
>>42190 >>42191 >>42193
angel bullying
>>42246 demiiii
>>40801 huh
>>40650 the lole s4s naked man
>>41495 brain hurts fromeverything
>>36578 half a nuggie
>>36578 Where r u demi
>>41853 Ive been crying for days and i feel like k/oing myself
>>38022 brownie kitten
>>37349 sewer pikle
>>36889 bwoolonie
>>36889 browniees!
>>42387 brownies
>>42347 pickle
demispammer
>>42411 half brownies
>>42412 pickle sewert
Hi d and S hows life going, is the correct choice causing more or less stress while making me depressed and miserable as fuck? O got drafted by the way
>>42479 ade's gone too as you know dmei
I wonder if sug browses this board?
Someone's psuedoname causes so much butthurt
>o got drafted is he a zigger or a ukie
>>42483 Does't matter cause demi litterally cannot care a bout people except singular entities and they have no empathy
>>42483 Its hilarious how half of demi's friends on steam are from the group ser ver they owned and refuse to do anything with
>>42484 you haven't answered my question
>>42432 sewert art le pickle
>>37349 Holy shits thats a genuine fucking sewer pickle that i have never seen before in my life people should try to destyroy that pickle in the name of jesus
>>42486 it doesnt apply to you
>>41597 poor avogado pusster
>>42490 wha why