/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

>>39991 (OP) 
no you dont

>>39992
my the rapist says so

>>39993
just because i raped you it doesnt mean you have ptsd from it, i know enjoyed it you pervert

not an excuse

>>39993
what was the context of that conclusion

>>39994
>>39995
>>39996
you're all mean to me

>>39997
i love you

>>39997
no i was asking you for context
like what were you talking about with your therapist

>>39998
>>39999
nno you want to hurt me

>>40000
no you’re just having a cptsd emotional flashback obviously

>>40001
I have flashbacks and intrusive thoughts everyday I thought I was going insane and they put me on abilify and I was thinking bad thoughts and I wake up afraid of somehow losing control of myself and doing terrible things or having been done something horrifying

>>40000
four same numbers!

>>40003
i thought this was just normal lol maybe i should go to a therapist too

>>40005
I thought it was somewhat normal since I don't recall any particular trauma 
I wasn't molested or anything idk why this is happening

>>40003
what kinda bad thoughts do you get?

but the ideas became too horrible to bear and the abilify did help, it is an awful drug though
but it was helpful

>>40007
idk if I should say

>>40009
it’s okayy you’re safe here and nothing bad will happen because they’re just thoughts and words 
also im sure people here have said/thought much worse

>>40010
>>40010
wtf

The guilt from betraying this site's users by promising nudes and not delivering has manifested as negative thoughts.

>>40012
omfg I'm lazy okay I will see what I can do
I haven't been feeling horny

>>40011
dodging the question

Magick's glasses

sorry I over shared

>>40016
share more

>>40017
I kind of do not even exist

>>40018
for now

>>40019
what does that mean

>>40021
you'll see soon

>>40016
sometimes its good to share your feelings and thoughts, you don't need to post about your horny things all the time

>>40022
wtf what

>>40024
they’re being vague on purpose to tease you

congrats

wish fell off and kind of sucks now

>>40006
the whole point of “complex” ptsd is that it forms from a long period of exposure to a bunch of small events (usually from a young age) that add up over time, like a giant mess of wires that you don’t even know how to begin to untangle, except the wires are your brain and the trauma pervades every aspect of your life, also new wires keep getting added to the pile every time you look away

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>>40030
intensifies ur cptsd accidentally

wish fell off

where did he fell off to
why isn't anyone helping him get up

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didn't know wish was pakistani

wish is brown

>>40036
imagine