>>37987
u meant my song...
Since you asked I'll just say, I'm a little manbaby who's deeply depressed from gender dysphoria despite having a wonderful life. And I'm a bug here, I'll be gone quicker than I arrive so I don't mind being transparent.
I'll explain some lines
"lost and found where lost is found"
I'm addicted to feeling lost
"given the wrong gift every year"
I was born with gifts but not the ones I want, it can also mean that I'm given male gifts for christmas.
I just talk about how girls are a level of feminine I can never reach and I'm accepting death is the best answer. Accepting that I'm so vain and jealous that the truth of self acceptance and true fulfillment in life is lost on me. I wish I felt my emotions even half of what a gurl can feel. I also don't like that I'm sharing it all and assuming some sort of pity party so I'm secretly hoping no one responds. I'm just telling myself lies for a selfish end.
Im also hoping I can pass one day and change my soul into purely feminine.(delusion)
I'm just talking, I'm not gonna end my life, at least not physically.