>>36231
I feel like I should elaborate further since some people here have expressed interest in dxm
first off, it is an incredibly dangerous drug by itself, not meant to be taken in the doses that are necessary to create a psychoactive effect and it comes in excipients that are very bad for you
experience is highly dependent on dose, and dose is dependent on ur size, there are many calculators out there
at low doses it feels like you are weirdly drunk, you may start noticing weirs patterns and visual artifacts, but mostly you feel heavy and numb
dxm is a dissociative that cuts off your physical senses, it is basically an anesthetic at recreational doses
at high doses it disables your body, you can't barely walk or do anything except lay down with your eyes closed
when your eyes are closed it makes you see vivid imagery of people, places, patterns, seas of nothingness, and you start having weird thoughts, delusions, you forget who you are, where you are, you may forget that you're high, you may get distressed and scared, but mostly you become like a child who believes every thought that may come into your mind without questioning it, this is sort of dangerous but the fact that the drug also immobilizes you kind of counteracts it, so you lay there listening to music because the visions are highly responsive to the music, you can almkst control what you see by choosing the right song, you may see stuff believe it is real
it is not a pleasant drug in the sense that it will not improve your mood, it feels dirty because your senses are messed up, but it can be entertaining if you know to keep calm and let the experience happen
it can be an introspective experience since you may see, feel, or think very differently and thus see your life situation from a different perspective, and also because you may think you're dying
if you're gonna use it, i would suggest you reconsider it, but if you do it anyway I suggest you do it once a year at the most, and to go to 3rd plateau because that's where the true effects happen
doing dxm at 1rst and 2nd plateau will just get you numb and will slow down your brain basically and nothing else will happen. and if you do it consistently you may just dumb yourself down permanently, you will be dependent on it because your body will get used to the numb senses, and it will destroy your cardiovascular system
dxm was the drug that taught me to let go, and that prepared me for drugs that are experienced similarly such as DMT
did it scare the shit out of me when my brain was producing horrifying images and believing horrifying thoughts, yes
the experience, and drugs in general won't make you a better person, won't give you more knowledge, they won't fix you or cure whatever mental hang ups you may have
I took dxm to reach 4th plat for the last time in 2023 (when I made this thread I was prolly in 2nd plat, when you're in third you won't be able to type or think rationally enough to be coherent) and had a good trip where I believed god gave me a spaceship and I traveled along the universe, I saw entities that were inside of my consciousness and told me that they were taking care of me
but I don't think I will ever take it again, it feels very unhealthy and uncomfortable, you feel like you're hurting yourself and you really are
so no, you will feel less pleasure if you fap on dxm, your libido is gone because you're getting sedated not aroused, and in high enough doses porn may even startle you and overwhelm your senses in a bad way