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[Hide] (139.9KB, 850x1014) >>32849 (OP)
I watched Onimai as a cis male and found it a great show and approved of it as a validation for a young guy (12-16) trying to find their new identity and lifestyle as a trans girl
The problem is you're taking it too seriously and applying it to your failed existence as an adult male and discrediting it because "being male is just suffering I can't possibly transition this late this is unrealistic"