should I take 750mg of dxm tonight
>>31009 (OP) probably not
my caretaker has been giving me alcohol since the day before yesterday because she knows I'm going to get fucked on DXM, yesterday I was about to begin drinking syrup and she gave me alcohol now she offers me to drink again she does not know I'm a fiend and will take dxm anyway
your CARETAKER pfffft fucking manchild loser AHAHAHHAHA
>>31042 haha lol
>>31041 gran gran's on the benzos again
uwhwhhwhwhwhhhahhahahhhwhwwww
yeJ you want
you guys think benzos are somehow fun or recreational?
different braisn i suppose downers dont really do anything for me
theyre probably made for oji sans
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>>31075 I haven't tried benzos but deliriants are fun yeah >>31077 It's cos you're too fat, gotta do em while you're fasting and have been up for a while already
>>31079 you really think i dont fast and stay up for a while already >I haven't tried benzos but deliriants are fun yeah opinion dismissed
ah i suppose deliriants are better than benzos despite the brain damage see ur fight or flight mode activates and u can be semi stimmed while on it and smoking cigs from the hat man
dont take my opinions seriously as well i do smoke weed but thats not a full downer ill get to try kanna mx8 soon
>>31083 bro?
>>31085 this was so close into me relapsing into my previous behavior it makes me wanna puke dxm sucks
>>31087 How are you able to have fun teasing someone as pathetic as jiru?
>>31088 he sends me videos of him peeing
Couldn't say that with a straight face huh?
>>31091 hes rly cool to me in dm so i like talking to him tho i said that in a tired way accidentally
i stream to him things nd he always gets into vc with me i dont think a pathetic person would try their best for me when im sad he tries to make me happy hes normal in a sense, but i like that about him,, its not bad at all
>>31092 lmao so jiru is as simp as well as everything else how droll
>>31095 im his friend you retard
>>31095 what do u mean he doesnt give me money and goes uoouh wish wish wihs he enjoys being my friend, i consider him a friend as well
im kinda tired so i dont know how to express things
i would be in a difficutl situation without him around, he saved me from kaiju multiple times
im just thankful for him as a friend its a good thing to have positive energy when u strive in darkness most of the time
i feel like hes a baby sometimes, its cute
>>31100 not sure if I should be sad or happy about that
cause in reality I think I did the same, I just needed time to reclaim myself
maybe I am just not worth mentioning, which is really fine. things are better this way I believe
>>31103 but you reclaimed yourself didnt u? be proud about it >>31104 dont say that
https://j-fashion.fandom.com/wiki/Tenshi_Kaiwai im switching to this style, alongisde my room
>>31105 I did not, in fact I think I should have just stayed and watched your streams like usual rather than deviating into many paths at once like a lost kid
>>31107 everyone makes decisions that they regret later on otherwise regret wouldnt be an emotion.,, u just have to be better than to sulk on it! im sure that ull find happiness eventually,,
>>31108 happiness on the other side
>>31109 Get moving then if that's what you really believe
>>31109 u know thats not true our world is the other side your world is every other world heaven and hell are already part of ur world ur the administrator of ur world,, dont forget that be a cool and smart admin/player if u think its stressful to be an admin,,
the gameover screen that ur sulking on has a continue option u know?
right
>>31110 Alright then, I guess you won't see me again after the beep
>>31114 See you tomorrow retard
uguhhhhhhhhh