sorry lole i am not sober i will try to explain better
i was having a more or less normal dream about giant tarantulas when, after a scene transition to my bed that i dont't remember very well, i was overwhelmed with an extreme feeling of sadnness and loneliness and for the rest of the dream all i could do was curl in up in a ball loudly weeping until i woke up unable to breathe and still feeling like i'm about to cry
i imagine its like those dreams where youre teeth disintegrate in that its just one of those things everyone has sometimes c: