it's another morning, but one where i'm thinking of how nice it would be, if i were excited for a life where i didn't feel the need to hurt myself, and eating properly didn't make me feel like withdrawing from everyone i love, and my body has only ever been just a body and never the shape of deprivation or of excess.. ooh and also beautiful skies, im thinking of staring at the sky and taking a nap hehe 🎀