/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

>>26758 (OP) 
>aura, body and personality arent cute at all
How can anyone even tell?
You refuse to post any of that and just post incoherebt babling screengrabs while fucked up on dxm

>>26759
i think i did post all of the things i mentioned

>>26760
wish nobody has seen more than tiny squares of your body showing god knows what since you decided to get on hormones

my body looks like an obese nigger
my voice sounds like a dying 59 year old man
my aura is just a schizophrenic that isnt cute at all
i feel ashamed for taking hrt knowing all of this
>>26761
idk as magick, i feel cringe for showing him things, he must have felt cringe too but felt pity

even if i wear cute clothes or cosplay it definitely looks like it doesnt suit me

my tummy looks weird
my chest looks weird
my thighs look weird
my whole body looks weird and like a generic mountain dew gamer
idk whats wrong with me
its impossible for me to look cute lol

ive been so delusional

"i want to be taken care of" but me is like ur fat ugly cousin with his ugly voice being like Give me chicken tinders Gaaaa Waa or something 
my room 
all my current clothes
imagine a nigger wearing them and being in it
im invading a cute person's room wtf

i post (some) things to magick and sky because theyre the only people who pity me
im sorry for all the cringe i caused

oh
and shimbu too
i feel sorry for him as well

sky and shimbu saw my face
i can imagine them saying "cute !!" while trying not to puke lol

the more i think about it the more i go like wtf was wrong with me for posting any of this

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the audacity i had

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being male is suffering

But your persona doesn't have to relate to your body
>it feels useless as my aura, body and personality arent cute at all i think
Even if so I'd say you did a decent job creating something entirely artificial
It follows then that if you want to pursue something else you should see success as well.
Being cute is the ultimate power though so I don't know if I'd agree with giving up the attempt

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generic mountain dew gamer
im repulsive anyway might as well post pictures i took

>>26778
typical compliment fishing gorl behavior

I wanna see you in jiracken uniform!

>>26779
??

Not compliments 
im literally proving it
its cringe to even look at them while typing im zooming in

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>>26779
i dont look cute in things either
i make things ugly by wearing them..

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holy shit

>>26782
ugly girls are still cute tho and that's pretty cute

>>26784
im not a girl
u contradicted your sentence lol ??

>>26785
you're literally a girl tho

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>>26786
u contradicted again
stop pitying me

>>26787
can you even pass for male anymore?
I doubt it, you're functionally a girl so you're a gorl

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>>26789
no i cant
everyone misgenders me, everyone, every single person that is a stranger, sometimes my family misgenders me
i dont understand how anyone could see me as a girl when im the incarnation of a mountain dew gamer

>>26792
>>26792
wait so do they misgender you as boy or girl?
you're so vague and indirect that's pretty feminine

>>26794
>vague
they literally said "no i cant" and he identifies as a boy

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The easiest way to destroy a man is to give him everything he ever wanted.

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>>26794
as a girl
i wish i never tried
these are  old (wish) before hrt
"whatever makes him happy is good" but i was wrong in the end because i turned out to be a failure

i don't know
how to make people
i thought they'd already recognize me as a schizo or whatever
idk why im being misgendered 
maybe it's out of pity
everyone is just pitying me

i don't care
you can pity me all u want !! 
yayy  or something 
i dont know
aa

>>26797
old wish looks like a crossdressing boy, hrt wish has tiddies and is soft and warm and nice, what's wrong with just being a girl from now on anyway?

>>26800
nothing
i dont mind being a pretty girl
but the way i think 
i dont know if its real or not
but it happens sometimes

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i'll suspend the judgment of myself now
or thinking that im being pitied
ill just listen to what ppl say 
if they think im a cute girl then i will think that also 
even if its hard to do so, for some reason, i dont know why so ill stop being negative

>>26801
you type and act indistinguishably from a girler so I don't think it's fake, you're 100% a girl in body and spirit, you have a certain air that is not befitting of a boy and that's pretty cute though I wish you would spend less time engaging in self- 
destructive debauchery.

>>26803
<3

can't believe wish had an awakening moment and people that view him just as an object of masturbation made him double down on his path of self-destruction

>>26811
>Nigger getting groomed who is surrounded by groomers and enablers gets groomed and enabled
Who could have seen this coming