What's your method? I somewhat suspect you're just trying to go from one to two without thinking about it but the graduation of that is way too course.
Trace the inside of your butthole and gently pull against it with the finger that you do have in.
>>24681
Ah yes a picture of something to tell me how big it is with literally nothing that I could even look up the size of.
But yes you have meaningfully thicker fingers than I do even just relative to the size of your hands.
>pisiform barely noticeable even zooming in
lose weight
>>24680
Well, I don't think it's poison. Well done, I'm proud of you.
For stuff like fingering yourself where you don't need it to last very long I imagine it's probably fine. Bad water lubes tend to not actually be all that lubricating either, though.
The best lube in the world is german though so I don't see why you should compromise (the actual invention is british I think). There's a world of difference between better-than-medical-grade lube and the complementary standard garbage. It's cheaper, too, by a crazy amount.