ahhh shit, here we go again lately i've been thinking more and more about how isolated and lonely i actually am and that this won't change in the near future and then the suicidal thoughts come up the depression is back...
>>20062 (OP) why dont you just adopt a neet and turn him into your boywife? lole
you don't think it's just seasonal depression? no matter how convincing the feelings are? i've been lonely too, i've just been trying to make the best of my situation and not let it drag me down.
>>20064 I also think it has something to do with the weather, no sun outside and all that it was ok for a while but now it's bad again there is probably nothing left to do but to struggle through it again thanks for the reminder c:
>>20063 i wonder what it would feel like to put my penis into a femboy or a trans girl i've had sex with cis girls but i have to imagine it's different
>>20064 >>20066 Start taking vitamin d in retarded amounts Worked for me, I went from depressive to just neutral
>>20062 (OP)
>>20096 every girl in soulseek chatrooms
>>20075 What does it feel like to insert your penis into another man's feces-filled intestines as opposed to a vagina is what you're asking basically.
Damn I don't care dude take it here It's a whole altchan full of people like you https://wizchan.org/dep/index.html Instead of blogging about your depression on a board titled 'anime pillow fight' >>20063 A poor innocent neet boy doesn't deserve to be subjected to this depressive alcoholic whiny self absorbed fuck
>>20108 im pretty sure /s4s/ is for everyone, including depressed alcoholics
>depression blogging <mattress posts