i'm a sad little man who chooses to define himself by his failures and flaws, and projects this out onto others when the frail facade that composes my nonexistent self worth is penetrated with deep criticism. i'm a fucking loser, and i'm worth nothing. i don't deserve to be loved. i deserve to be neglected and abandoned by anyone who thought i was ever worthy of being loved. fucking spit on me and laugh because my life is one big humiliating joke.