>>19006
i thought you worked a job at a warehouse. i don't really have any answers for you, avogado. only you really know. it's your life. life is short, so live it the way you want. not in a recklessly hedonistic way, but just put trust into yourself and follow your heart wherever it leads you. don't let people deceive you into straying from this path of pure passion, as again, it is your one life, so you're going to live it the way you want, and be okay with it. it's hard to explain any of this without these words being able to be misinterpreted and twisted into something that it isn't, but all i know is that nothing's really wrong with you. people will try and convince you there is, maybe you yourself will try to convince yourself that you're defective, but nothing's wrong with you.