>>20191
You dont have to be in the top 1% percent chad looks, lots of genetic dead end looking freaks end up with a girl but you need to be at least somewhat confident so the wooman feels safe and secure around you
The problem now is that you're stuck in a defeatist pessimist mentality loop
So as long as you think youre a loser undeserving of love you will stay one, change this attitude and so will your life, gradually
Allow yourself to believe things can be different or stay and wallow in bottomless misery