/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

so what's the blog?

>>11376
you aren't even interestd for real

>>11378
I am

>>11380
did you lose all your friends?

>>11381
I don't have any friends

>>11382
how do you spend your days?

Magick goes to therapy

>>11383
this is supposed to be ur blog

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>>11385
I worry that talking too much about myself will bring me bad luck, and I can't say "I love you" either for the same reason

>>11386
you're completely right to believe that, people don't want to hear you they only want to be heard and if they do hear you they're just collecting information about you so they can hurt you, if you tell someone that you love them they will probably look to make the most of it at your expense without even considering to reciprocate

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>>11387
It's probably cos culture is top down so the words of power are 'open up' but it's funny how people having willing chosen to forgo awareness of
> if they do hear you they're just collecting information about you so they can hurt you, if you tell someone that you love them they will probably look to make the most of it at your expense without even considering to reciprocate
So they can take advantage of people stricken by the same plague lol

>>11387
you're being too cynical

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I meant bad luck on a cosmic level. No human being can actually hurt me.

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When you think that something will (abstractly) hurt you and then it does aren't you doing it yourself
Are you not human?

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>>11392
i suppose when hurt, we decide it's best for ourselves to erect strong walls and defenses guarding our heart to prevent being hurt again, but we end up carry this burden with us our entire lives. human beings just want to love and be loved, and to be known wholly without fear of being judged. i find that, often times we don't even want acceptance, but a chance to be heard for who we truly are. it seems like these walls prevent us from letting anyone truly know who we are, even ourselves, and so we may spend our entire lives living out a reality that doesn't accurately represent who we are inside, and this disconnect likely leads to feelings of dissatisfaction with one's own life. 

so it seems we are human, yet within us exists a fractured mind. though it was ultimately our own choice for things to be this way, in order to protect ourselves, and that we are more than willing to pay for the consequences it leaves in it's wake, we ultimately play the role of both slave and captor.

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>we decide it's best for ourselves to erect strong walls and defenses guarding our heart to prevent being hurt again, but we end up carry this burden with us our entire lives. human beings just want to love and be loved, and to be known wholly without fear of being judged. i find that, often times we don't even want acceptance, but a chance to be heard for who we truly are ... this disconnect likely leads to feelings of dissatisfaction with one's own life. 
nice projection fagtron
(that's sarcasm it wasnt nice)

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>>11396
i know my perspective may be unsolicited in an environment like this, but i only chose to speak my mind because i've had to learn all of this from personal experience. i've been hurt and suffered so much, and still continue to do, as this existence, from my point of view, is inherently traumatizing. i seek emancipation from this fracture by becoming the interpreter to this story unfolding before my eyes. maybe my way is flawed, but i am still learning.

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>>11397
Nice reading comprehension fagtron
Your perspective may be unsolicited in it's description butt it's also unsolicited in it's use. The "implication"
>implying it wasn't explicit
The "implication" was that that general way of being described is localized entirely within your gay head and any relevance or accuracy it may have is tied specifically to you and your infested pussleaking manass

>>11395
sigh I relate to this