/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

>>65028
2-3 hours
It's mostly edging while reading hentai doujins or lewd fanfics. Half the time I don't even cum and just read for the plot.

>>65029
unironically get a chastity cage

>>65034
I actually did buy one but it just made me even more horny and I started using dildos while wearing it, also it hurts to keep it on more than an hour because the ball ring chafes my scrotum.

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>>65035
Congrats ur like the second person on this boyard I actually believe owns a chastity cage

My ponus has mostly but not entirely recovered from doing similar things to you so if you keep going with anal to revitalize yourself and squeeze out nuts being wiggling your willy even when it doesn't properly get hard but gets kinda active from the anal and it's all worn down so you do actually have to watch yourself if you don't want the bruising to turn into internal scars that take longer to / won't properly heal

I've never gotten brainfog like you're describing though, but maybe that's just a matter of conceptualizing it differently

>>65055
im thinking the brainfog is caused by depleting vitamins and minerals and maybe the high prolactin from fapping 5+ times in a day

i try not to do it as much these days, during the pandemic I was fapping like 18-24 times a week on non-consecutive days (like 7+ times multiple times a week) and my balls got so sore and tender and sensitive to ANY touch that they would feel uncomfortable sitting in my pants

>>65057 (OP) 
For me it's hard to watch anything with abuse towards people for which there's no moral justification for it, like revenge per say, so i end up skipping through it
You sound like a keeper tho

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>>65026
not even the universe knows how long that is

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tenshi!

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>>65050
squishy!

Your Fortune: Expect Ill Tidings

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angel!

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WE HAVE CONQUERED THE HEAVENS

Your Fortune: Extremely Bad Luck Holy Hell What Are You Doing

no i never was loved or loved anyone im a sad bitter old man

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>>65044

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I went on a date with a middle aged man once and he was a complete gentleman. Took me out to a real restaurant and I felt like a princess when he paid for everything and offered to take me to other places.

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>>65053
So why aren't you going steady with him, faglord?

>>64921
>achieve peace with yourself
I was gonna say this is too vague for me but you might be onto something, thing is, i believe being in this state is the only thing that's not allowing me to stagnate in life when i otherwise would be doing, simply put, achieving things gives me purpose to live
But perhaps I'll take your advice and slow down from time to time

>>65037
idk i think its great u want to achieve things, it just sounds like youre gonna kill yourself if you fail. you dont need a purpose to live, youre already alive, its a gift and now you can do whatever you like with it. there are so many things to enjoy in this world, your own personal success is such a tiny sliver of what you could find value in. what about beauty, or kindness, or knowledge? even the smallest instance of these things is worth experiencing, pursuing, and creating, if that is what you value.

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>>65037

https://gtacg.net/futaba/

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>>65046 (OP) 

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>>65046 (OP) 

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>>64493
thnkx  look @ me pop Bloons  i   did the tack  Zone like minsky wnted me 2 lol,  i almost  Got it a permabrew but I couldn't mke the sve up so I put some random  stuff Down like an icicle  Impale and  First strike instead

also I accidentally  Recorded  this entire  Stream , mayb I will upload   That somewhere..

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>>65022
i had this one earlier 2day

>>65024
good job  Brandon i like All the snipers c:

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sniper monkey is good but im on my sub monkey shit. i wish submonkey wasnt dogshit in btd battles 1 and 2 otherwise it would actually be viable to use
pic unrel its the most fuckable monkey

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>>65041
maybe not that particular upgrade tho, maybe some tentacles would feel good im not sure

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>>63668 (OP) 
dont forget to drink water

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>>63683
not him but thankm you for the reminder

>>63668 (OP) 
dont forget to booby trap your asshole so when you get raped you explode and kill your attacker

kek

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i sent some stuff about writers block here if u want or maybe u already read it 
>>64006
but umm... maybe just shut off ur brain and try to basically skip using the “thinking” and “deciding” parts of ur brain and type whatever words come up?

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honestly i think my "writers" block was because i spent a lot of time around people that dont really think on the same wavelength as me. i learned to express a more palatable version of myself and did so by basically not expressing certain things.

maybe people can relate, have you ever been super excited about something and when you express that excitement a little someone around you expresses mild annoyance?

its kinda like that but it applies more broadly to many different situations. this sort of thing influences what you feel you can/cant express and if you keep suppressing things you can kinda run out of thoughts.

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>>64600
>maybe people can relate, have you ever been super excited about something and when you express that excitement a little someone around you expresses mild annoyance
yse the same thing happened to me a lot um.. i hope u didnt think my reaction was annoyance iim just tired but also surprised at the same time 
anyway i get what u mean! i dont like supprressing thoughts but sometimes they just take a while to process, like sometimes i’ll be reading something and get an idea from it but have no idea how to express it so i’ll just read it over and over like 10 times until an idea pops up or something

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>>64600
oh i knew there was something i didnt like about my post. after rereading it. i used the word "was" instead of "is". basically its still something im realizing and trying to be aware of!

>>64604
>i hope u didnt think my reaction was annoyance iim just tired
oh of course not! we have similar sensitivities i think! its nice that tenshi is able to understand me! thats the feeling i get anyways and maybe why i like posting here too

Tenshi sex

I have thought about having sex with my sister. The only problem is that she always was only attracted to normie guys, and not to nerds like me at all. Besides, I have always valued our friendship more then any sexual activities I would do with her. We're pretty distant now that she's a mom and married. But she's doing really well for herself, and her boys, so I'm happy for her.

>>64304 (OP) 
No, only about killing my sister, my only regret is not squeezing her throat harder until she gave out while we were fighting
She's a psychopath who turned me into a sociopath

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>>64785
My mom was a manipulative control freak and my older sister was mean, slutty and a sociopath. My younger sister was very autistic, fat, had poor hygiene and is currently a lesbian femcel. I had zero hot male family members to think about while growing up. I gooned to the idea of fucking my best friend in high school but he had rizz with women and he wasn't gay.

>>64843
weird how everyone on this forum blames everybody but themselves for their problems