/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

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>>64304 (OP) 
when I was around 12 I had a 1:1 oedipian complex for my mom but I grew up to loathe her pretty bad nowadays, can't think of a fuckable family member at this moment

I have thought about having sex with my sister. The only problem is that she always was only attracted to normie guys, and not to nerds like me at all. Besides, I have always valued our friendship more then any sexual activities I would do with her. We're pretty distant now that she's a mom and married. But she's doing really well for herself, and her boys, so I'm happy for her.

>>64304 (OP) 
No, only about killing my sister, my only regret is not squeezing her throat harder until she gave out while we were fighting
She's a psychopath who turned me into a sociopath

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>>64785
My mom was a manipulative control freak and my older sister was mean, slutty and a sociopath. My younger sister was very autistic, fat, had poor hygiene and is currently a lesbian femcel. I had zero hot male family members to think about while growing up. I gooned to the idea of fucking my best friend in high school but he had rizz with women and he wasn't gay.

>>64614 (OP) 
im chinese i dont need to learn that shit nee how

>>64442 (OP) 
Throw it to an old hard drive or ssd or sd card and move it half the country away someplace that you know it wont get stolen, then try changing your life, this way you won't regret anything
I tried going cold turkey like this to watch my reaction except stored my RAM sticks someplace instead and got severely depressed straight after cause i basically had nothing to distract me from the crushing loneliness and racing thoughts, so i went back to take them the next week lol

>>64453
This. I'll put my save files on a hard drive and give it to my sister for safekeeping. Then I'll go back to cruising gay bars and night clubs on my days off.

whats stopping you from just browsing the internet all day instead

>>64743
Not OP but its awful for your mental health everywhere you go for the most part, unless you're learning/reading something, 
The only times i feel good are when im achieving something be it in a video game or irl, the other times it's talking to someone I like being around

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>>64442 (OP) 
make some rim world save files that game is good 
also this ban is wild im not even gonna live 5 years let alone 100

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sometimes i wonder if i should write a little page. and so when i wake up instead of forgetting i could read the message i left to myself. i dont ever want to forget again. sorta like a diary in a way! but i kinda wonder what sorts of words i could write that would help me to remember to never forget.

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i sent some stuff about writers block here if u want or maybe u already read it 
>>64006
but umm... maybe just shut off ur brain and try to basically skip using the “thinking” and “deciding” parts of ur brain and type whatever words come up?

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honestly i think my "writers" block was because i spent a lot of time around people that dont really think on the same wavelength as me. i learned to express a more palatable version of myself and did so by basically not expressing certain things.

maybe people can relate, have you ever been super excited about something and when you express that excitement a little someone around you expresses mild annoyance?

its kinda like that but it applies more broadly to many different situations. this sort of thing influences what you feel you can/cant express and if you keep suppressing things you can kinda run out of thoughts.

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>>64600
>maybe people can relate, have you ever been super excited about something and when you express that excitement a little someone around you expresses mild annoyance
yse the same thing happened to me a lot um.. i hope u didnt think my reaction was annoyance iim just tired but also surprised at the same time 
anyway i get what u mean! i dont like supprressing thoughts but sometimes they just take a while to process, like sometimes i’ll be reading something and get an idea from it but have no idea how to express it so i’ll just read it over and over like 10 times until an idea pops up or something

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>>64600
oh i knew there was something i didnt like about my post. after rereading it. i used the word "was" instead of "is". basically its still something im realizing and trying to be aware of!

>>64604
>i hope u didnt think my reaction was annoyance iim just tired
oh of course not! we have similar sensitivities i think! its nice that tenshi is able to understand me! thats the feeling i get anyways and maybe why i like posting here too

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>>64401 (OP) 
thhanks  YOu every to Show up, i will Try 2  gt bk on  track.  my intrnt ws little Laggy I feel, thank Its  youuuu

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>>64472
thank u for streaming still, do you have an archive of your streams somewhere? i live in a timezone and place where i miss all of yours streams sadly

>>64484
mm I need to clear  File space 2 do this..  but I hv bn live b4 as late as 6ish PST (3 hours from thi spost) so myb You will see sm of  These in future

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>>62624
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let my blood spill everywhere

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>>62624
in the morning glad i see;
my foe outstretched beneath the tree

Your Fortune: Super Bad Luck

>>62626
i love this post

they know...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYohuNb5qb4

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>>64308
for you angelss have fallennn now theyre GONEEe

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>>64279
There's already porn of cis women sucking their own titties.

>>64278
did you all become gay because of memes?

>>64280
you can see she's holding them (pushing them too) and laying down, not my point

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>>64282

>>64280
infinite food hack

>>64295
why am i not allowed to have feelings

>>64296
because you will always be a real woman

>>64297
do you really mean it

>>64295
good, i hope she sees this and feel bad >:(

>>64293
ToT